Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I'm pretty sure its MY fault... we had a pretty stupid fight like a month ago...

I'm sorry?

 

too fucking hot, holy shit.

 

what's wrong man?

 

I've believed myself to have been in a love with a girl for over two years.
I still think I love her.
Or I did.
Until yesterday. I'm not sure anymore.
I might be falling for one of my best friends...
I don't know.
It's been a long time since I've been confused about where my feelings lie...

*angsts*

 

Holy fuck! A Level results are coming out this Thursday!

 

Tomorrow is me and Josh's 8 month anniversary!! Yay!!

He's just...perfect,

 

congrats!

 

What he said. Congrats, you deserve it.

 

So a scary thing happened to me yesterday. I won't go into it. Almost went to the hospital but didn't. Went to 2 doctors appointments and threw a few fits. It's been a productive 2 days.

I think I'm ok though, for right now.

 

Every 15 minutes is a very depressing and informative program.

Damn.

 

Congrats hun <3

 

Thank you Lord Johnny, Kevydear, and Cartman!!

I'm excited. I've never been with a guy this long, let alone someone that I love as much as I love him.

 

I think I might have missed my online test... it said that we had until March 1st to do it, but I don't know if that means it closes at midnight the 1st or if I have until the end of the day to do it.

 

Last night's dream scared the living hell out of me: In the dream, my crush learns that I have a thing for her and ditches me instantly, in the middle of a class and a bit later a guy comes up and threatens to assault me if I don't stay out of her way.

 

My boyfriend and I broke up.



Thanks Kevin <3.

 

I know this is kind of late, but I really thank you for your input.

I think what I need to do is think, I mean really think long and hard about what I want out of life. Maybe I shouldn't change but it's really hard for me to find people that like me for me. It may seem surprising because I believe I am a pretty nice guys it really surprises me that I can not find many people who are compatable with my personality and with that being said I'm going to try to think about the things about myself that I do not like, not for the sake of others but for the sake of myself and if I can't find anything that needs to change then no changing will be made. On another note I really do need to get out of the general area I'm living in. There's just too much aruging and adults acting like their four year old children that don't know the difference between reality and make believe.

 

It feels like nothing makes me happy anymore.

 

same