Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

That never lasts long

 

No shit. Probably won't be me though.

 

Get in there you dick

 

you know I'll just be passed over.

Anyway, we're kinda taking over the thread....PM me with your MSN?

 

I remember when I met you; You just wished you were my age. I remember we used to go swimming. Course, It was all fluffy things, Like marshmallows we shared. You used to lure me into a room that I couldn't find. Until I found out the truth.

You weren't as you said, child, You weren't 14 as I was. You just acted up for me to play with, growing pains? I know your past was a wreck, having move from one side of the ocean to the other. I remember the stories you told me, And I don't question their realism. You admit your schizophrenic to me now, I could've helped you before.

But you kept me away, well;The doors have closed, At the last moments of failure, you've turned to me without ever telling me why or what happened. Young child, you were only 12. Why do you keep me like this, arms length until it all crumbles, with you in my arms? It's been two years since and I suppose you did grow up, but you still kept coming back. I got myself into the person I'm with but you didn't care. You used me, seduced. Thank you, for the guilt. Now you help me through this damnit. I was there for you.

 

god, how i hate myself! i keep postponing things till there's no time left and then i freak out and feel depressed and frustrated...really, since when was i like this?i used to be so organized. it's fucking pathetic... and now i'm getting pissed at competition. well, obviously they are better than you, you fucking dick head...THEY DO SOME WORK.
This is so moronic...coz i'm such a moron...i can't even believe myself anymore.

 

I need to improve my confidence in general, I think. That seems to be the root of most of my problems.

Where do I start, though..

 

Friday. It all ends this Friday. Well...technically two Friday's from this Friday, but this Friday is the beginning of the end. Oh boi.

 

i.am.in.pain.

 

I got told the most degrading thing today. So degrading that I just can't type it. So degrading that it prompted me to really give my two weeks notice this Friday. Boy are they FUCKED, yet so am I.

 

QFT, all of it.

If you ever want to talk, whether it be about girl things or just anything in general, you know I'm here.

And, like Derek said, it's the best decision that I know you've made so far, from what I heard and saw through your posts here, that place wasn't treating you the way you deserve, and you need just a nice calming vacation from stressful work places. If you ever want a recipe for calming teas or what candles to burn or anything minute, ask the LPA Witch (aka me), I'm always here for whatever you need

 

The way you guys talk about it

Sounds like its Hell Below Hell
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God i feel a lot better because of Earlier. All my stress built up is gone for the moment. Lets hope it lasts

 

I hate my best friend's girlfriend.

 

At St0f- thanks.


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Will-The one who flirts with everyone?

 

:O

How did you know that? Did I post that here before? Yeah. She's the one.

She's becoming more and more annoying as time wears on. Every time she comes over with my friend, she comments how she only comes over because of my other friend being with me, because she claims she likes him so much more. I'm going to assume she thinks I think she's joking, but she says it every single time, so I'm beginning to assume it's the truth. She'll even comment on it when he's not here, claiming she's only here because she thought he'd be here too. It's incredibly annoying. When I call her out on it, she thinks I'm joking.

I seriously hate the hell out of her.

 

Just ignore her

edit: or do the same to her and see what she says.

 

I find the phrase 'hate the hell out of her' uber. I like it. Will, that seriously sucks.

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Ehh. I'm doing quite well without the internet. But.. I can't deal with being away from fanfiction for so long a period of time.

I have an infected cut on my leg that's stopping me from walking around and running properly. It hurts like hell. I've also been using night-lenses (you sleep in them, and in the day you're supposed to have full vision), but they're not working too well. I mean, I'm seeing freaking double. But.. I'll give them a chance, then we'll see. Ehh. I don't like having such a poor immunity system. I don't like getting sick, and then infected, and then grounded. Although grounding has nothing to do with my immunity system.

I received my history test marks today - I failed. That sucks.

 

You need to stop falling over.