Arbitrary Notions Pt 22

I've been on here for over 5 years, I was a staff member for a good while, and I still haven't posted enough to be a Supermember. WTF @ myself.

 

LOLOL WOOW.

XD it's okay. it took me a while too.

 

Fuck. The past 3 nights I swear I keep waking up at like 5-6 AM from these nightmares. They are the weirdest dreams ever.

Basically each one has had me just laying in bed where I am and an idea pops in my head, I get some text saying something I don't wanna hear, and then I start assuming the worst on some subject. But I wake up (or lean up) and check my phone...Nothin' there. And It's so weird.

 

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I'm feeling down again
I've been drinking the whole night and still I can't sleep
I ask the heaven why I'm feeling pain right now
Before I used to be happy but now the agony wraps through my soul
Why is love like this?
At first, it brings happiness but now it brings sadness

Love is always like that
Love consumed me
At first, you feel happy

When I woke up, I saw John(Juan)
A drug addict in our place
He said love is like taking drugs
You feel heaven the first time

Masaya = Happy/Happiness
Pag-ibig = Love

 

Fuck Grey Daze were a good band.

 

Today should be a good day

 

I wonder what's on my clipboard...
Members Viewing (8): De_Stijl, Tigress, x_punkzombie_x, yadz (4 invisible)

 

stefan lowe: lol u dance?
camilla_dez: what kind of dance?
camilla_dez: lol
stefan lowe: lol idk how do u dance in ur country?
camilla_dez: ok here it goes..our country is basically westernized and is so influence from food, fashion, music, movies, lifestyle--pretty much everything but still our culture and attitude of the ppl is still the same
camilla_dez: so in other words we dance whatever you dance
camilla_dez: lol
stefan lowe: lol oh well i jst sounded like a jack ass
camilla_dez: hahahah
camilla_dez: yea
camilla_dez: haha
stefan lowe: lol thanks

 

http://www.dumpert.nl/mediabase/611471/c6ab806a/lachen_met_een_ex_kkk_er.html

Wow, I never knew they had humor

 

Eminem murdered that track with Drake

 

The only thing I've never liked is that they're theives.

 

maybe this could work

 

why does this dude keep sitting next to me

 

condom inspired?

 

And I can not explain to you
In anything I say or do or plan
fear is not afraid of you
but guilt's a language you can understand
and I can not explain to you
in anything I say or do
but hope the actions speak the words they can

For my pride and my promise
for my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is....----

 

hmm maybe it is not actually working out haha

 

LOL @ the part in Clerks II, when they drive past the Pizza Hut, and the song lyrics say "this was a Pizza Hut"

 

I love that movie dude. So so good.

 

I hate that my internet use is sporadic at best, these days.