Whole: I like feeling lost in love. This song makes me think of you. The smile that warms me like a hug, Don't let them take your life away, Just remember the times I made you smile. The times I reminded you that I loved you. True we are far, True we have our parts, But true it is that we love, For we are one another. I smile as you do too, I fall to my feet, As you do. Here I stand in awing sight, Yea... I'm alive now, Yea... I can feel how You make me, How to make we. You make me spaz in joy, Making me cry, I could cry you out, hold you in the palm of my hand. Just knowing you're here next to me... A sense of feeling real. I'm whole. For once I'll feel whole.
Selfish Selfpity: Pieces and me, We fall at the same speed. Abiding the rules and laws. Played the game fair, That's where you're wrong. Although never once cheated, Took words from my mouth and fed it to others. Then was fed back to me. Awkward situations and a broken record. Throwen off into a well, wrapped in chains. I did this to myself, And I fall to my kness. No more pleading for what I did. Taken to a black marker to cross out, Then write over what I should have done. This cannot be, no more upon the past... Now it is to the future and change that. One can only hope to be forgiven, and not forgotten. When doing so much bad, you live forever. But, you die unforgiven. Leaving a cut in everyones wrist and heart, A bleeding edge to stand upon. Often say you're sorry, And don't repeat it damnit. Learn myself a lesson yet? You damn well bet... Can't blame it on your mind set, Blame it on your selfpity and jealousy. Saying you feel empty, isn't good enough. I talk down to myself too much, Converstaions in me... Sitting in a cornor with a blade, You selfish female dog. Get over it, and grow the hell up.
Sometimes abstract poetry is the best stuff Danielle . Hell my artwork never makes sense, but people still love it.
Bathe me Calm: Letting the water wash away what was, Wash away what will, And bring on a newer me. Pure bathing and a fresh sigh. No need for tears, as long as these dropplets are free and slide down my face. A single moment in the dark, Wetness, And clouds to surrond a lonely. This all to be happy, or at least calm, cool... Collected for once. No tears to wipe away, Just the rain and it's clear color. Unseen and unchanged from the sky, to the ground. To keep an identity such as this, I feel within this stance. Now all I need do is look upward, Not down. Upward and breathe in a cool air, Release the hot, old oxygen. It's unjudgemental; Matter not where I've been, What I've done... This is me, that's all that matters. Drink the clean water, and lick my lips in new. Look ahead and walk slowly, My hands together, a straight mouth. Step in the puddles, without a place to go nor a haste. Bathe me calm... Bathe me clean... Bathe me... whole... A new.
Aw thank you Derek. Although I don't think anyone else seems to be reading it anymore. Oh well. :wth:
You still deserve to win an award though, especially after last night...holy sh*t you hottie. [/b][/quote] I completely agree.....("Oh hey! a small child!)
Wet Dreaming: Nothing but a static luliby in my dreams, a pretty face in a crowded pigpen. Black polish on the nails, a shade of crimson outlined in nior ink. Dig 'em into my lips, Bite my ear and whisper: It's alright, it's alright... Let this storm a'roll over the shoulders, Then you can sigh in my arms. Can... bash the fists into my chest, relieving your stress. Chaining up my wirsts and bands around my fingers. This a sign of something? Looking at it when thinking of you, Thinking of who? Nothing.... I hide. Line the eyes, pouting flesh. Grab you in lust, You're loving it, I'm teasing you. Lick your lips, bite your neck... Melt under me, and I'll unzip your restrants. Black polish on the nails, a shade of crimson outlined in noir ink. Dig 'em into my lips, Bite my ear and whisper: It's alright, it's alright... Let this storm a'roll over the shoulders, Then you can sigh in my arms. Can... bash the fists into my chest, relieving your stress. Boy I feel like ####, I feel like a whore... Like out a moan of blank, A scream ontop of a lie. Did it for a love that I couldn't obtain... -Just yet. Now I kiss you, the pig -which is me Just another action without a purpose, So it would semi-seem... I feel it like sweat on my thigh, A pure pleasurful pain. (Line the eyes, pouting flesh.) Grab you in lust, You're loving it, I'm teasing you. Lick your lips, bite your neck... Melt under me, and I'll unzip your restrants. Black polish on the nails, a shade of crimson outlined in noir ink. Dig 'em into my lips, Bite my ear and whisper: It's alright, it's alright... Let this storm a'roll over the shoulders, Then you can sigh in my arms. Can... bash the fists into my chest, relieving your stress. Boy I feel like ####, I feel like a whore... Glad I can finally wake afrom this grand dream See myself still apure. Although the pleasure seems worth it, The break of soon to be Not there at all. I'll think a pondering thought full of -drum beat The heart of what it wants. It rose up first, and I'll see him... I'll give him a truthful hug along with a kiss. I do like him... see how far it goes.
Wow Danielle..thats really...sexual. But I love it. Reminds me of the times we had together. (I'm KIDDING! *runs*) Great poem.
Throwing Up For a Change: Now I see the cheating body, The smile you bestowed in my life. Hug fulls of kisses and a wink in your eye, Now lets be together in a great lie. I lefted him for you, and you knew I loved him too. Teasing me with jealousy, My envy of her can only go so far! I noticed the shadows and difference in shades. Kisses in an unwashable taught. And I'm throwing up the guilt, I'm throwing up the saddness inside of me. Too sick to handle the pressure caused, Too weak to think I could take it all in. Now I'll wipe my mouth clean of this past, Brush my teeth of your foul memories. Spit the remaining bitterness towards it all Say my last good byes... Crawling on hands, Dirtying my knees, Watching the tears bleed in mistake. Could you forgive me, my love? Can you tell me you accept my appolgy. Lick my tears away, Watch me push these walls to lay... In death I'll feel my freedom at last... And I'm throwing up the guilt, I'm throwing up the saddness inside of me. Too sick to handle the pressure caused, Too weak to think I could take it all in. Now I'll wipe my mouth clean of this past, Brush my teeth of your foul memories. Spit the remaining bitterness towards it all Say my last good byes... Say my last good byes!!!! Now I'll say the last good byes, Here I sit in your arms and say, I'm sorry again. These mistakes made, My pittiful attempts abide to my soul. I'm bound to my fate, Laying in debt of IOUs to myself To you... Say my last good bye... Say it to loving this person I can't see. Cried, we laughed together we fell, I let him steal me away... Let him steal me away... And I'm throwing up the guilt, I'm throwing up the saddness inside of me. Too sick to handle the pressure caused, Too weak to think I could take it all in. Now I'll wipe my mouth clean of this past, Brush my teeth of your foul memories. Spit the remaining bitterness towards it all Say my last good byes... Say my last good byes!!!! And say this in my end, forgive me.
Wow...I love your work, its amazing...i wish i had half the talent you do. I write but nothing like that, thats amazing....