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Nice kids party

 

New avatar/sig!

 

crap, i stay awake last night cause i could then decieded to take a nap in the afternoon before the united game and i slept throught it, what a fool, i havent seen live football in ages, i dont think i remember the rules

 

'Sup everybody?

 

Headache! *headdesk*

 

Not much, didn't sleep enough, as usual. It finally quit raining though, so yay!

 

Yeah, I slept terrible as well. Also had one of the worst dreams ever.

 

I don't remember my dreams, which is probably a good thing

 

I only remember my nightmares vividly. Dreams I can only remember for a short time, then they fade out.

 

I only have one nightmare that I remember, and it was from years ago. My life is a nightmare in itself most days, so anything in my dreams is icing.

 

Know that feeling.

I just hate when my dreamworld fixes into reality. Dreams are supposed to be me away from the hell of reality, not reminding me. If that wasn't the case, i'd sleep better probably.

 

Don't know about you, but in my case, mental illness is so much fucking fun, it makes me want to drink myself into oblivion just so I can actually sleep for 8 hours every night.

 

I don't drink, that's the thing. Never liked the taste of alcohol and it always sucked as a kid seeing my parents and my brother drunk off their ass and then have the next morning be hell for them. I never wanted that.

 

So, here's something I found out today: Studying isn't fun! Ugh.

 

I only drink on my really bad days, which are pretty spread out. I have a friend that usually is around who really helps to calm me, either over msn or on the phone, but they were busy with other things this week. So I got drunk instead.

 

nice!

same here

 

Mhmmpff...

 

Tired and lonely still we stand
On a road to nowhere
Trapped in a world of endless days, my engine's storting
(Road to nowhere)
Body and mind are breaking down
On a road to nowhere
Destiny silence, here no sound as away forever?

 

ahhh man cant be with her tommorow either!

 

That's actually disturbing.