Of course they do so I keep everything inside, come here or sometimes talk to a girl I met online. Chester was some insignificant person for my...
I wanted tk say the same thing, whenever sth is on your mind just come here and write, pour our your soul because writing your feelings down...
Is there a clip in which Chester accidentally slammed the door in Mike's face? A friend told me there's one but I don't remember seeing it.
Exactly, we have to focus on positive things, to celebrate Chester's life and legacy and to appreciate it because we know he won't be forgotten....
I'm sorry you have those thoughts but I know how you feel because I've been struggling myself not to imagine him alone in that room thinking dark...
Today I watched the performance of Hallelujah and broke down in tears, I think Chester's death was the last straw of deaths I could emotionally...
I like this :) The most important thing is to keep going, keep trying and it will get better one day. Even if you relapse, get up and keep trying...
@madridista89 I know you didn't attack him and I'm sorry if I sounded too hard, it really wasn't my intention. I'm speaking half from experience...
@madridista89 You don't deal with the fact someone close to you died, you talk to someone, get into therapy and live day by day. You don't make...
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I regret thinking he'd always be here because he had overcome so many issues and went through many depression episodes he openly talked about. I...
@Carla @BreakingTheHeartbeat @Tony V Thank you for your wishes, I appreciate them a lot. I felt guilty because I cried more because of what...
@Foreshadowed_LP A large part of your post seemed like it was written by me. First of all, my sincere condolences for your lost and I hope you'll...
I think I might be ready to watch interviews and dvds, I wil try tomorrow. Like I said I accepted that he's gone, still think of him every day and...
I also don't see them as suicide notes but understand why some people do. They are haunting now because of their theme and it does seem like...
My mum buried her brother today and when she said to be buried next to him right now it killed me. I feel pretty drained myself because of what...
Recording of OML since they said it a lot of times that this was the album they felt most happy about. DVDs of unseen footage maybe as all seven...
I don't know how close those people were to Chester (beside his family and band members obviously) but sometimes even if you see a person hurting...
Some songs are haunting and I still can't listen to them or it's really hard and they're a reminder (OML, NCSM, Invisible although it's not about...
Therapy helped me a lot, just to deal with certain things and talk to somebody who doesn't know me. I was never to put on medication, talking...
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