With all the feelings you have right now and depression there’s really no need to feel guilty over not listening to them or failing Chester....
It’s been a little over two months, still getting used to not seeing Chester on stage (since there should have been a US tour) and in interviews...
OML video has already, again, broken my heart. I have no idea how to watch a tribute.
Replaying emotions of that Black Thursday all over again :(
I hope it will be live streamed or at least we'll be able to see a recording afterwards. I can't even imagine how hard it will be to see only five...
I'm not looking forward to watching OML video as it will probably be made :( And Mike's big announcement is probably about the memorial, can't...
Thank you so much! I've been looking for this since the concert :D
I feel like everything has been going downhill since July 20. Some people noticed my mood changes and asked me what was wrong and after telling...
I completely agree, these past weeks have been really tough, a lot of mood changes and sadness but we're stronger together and it's always nice to...
This is how I imagined a tribute should look like: a lot of stories from fans saying how much LP changed their lives, his friends talking about...
When it comes to preventing self harm try to break something when a thought comes (a pencil for example), throw sth into the wall or get a pillow...
We're always here if you need to talk, no prejudices, no judging, just to help :)
I'd advise the same thing as @dontFindOutMe If you're having suicidal thoughts the most important thing now is to search for the new therapist and...
I'm happy that I decided to go to the memorial because songs we sang brought peace, nobody cried and seeing all those posters made me come terms...
The memorial might help you to say your own final goodbye and come to terms with what had happened. You'll be among people who are going through...
Like Blake said, I can't listen to Bleed it Out anymore as it was the last song at the concert I went to and also met the bend. I pay more...
@Joh Thanks for your reply :) I still hope work will ease my mind because working with children is a great experience and they make you laugh. It...
It was very emotional and he gave Chester a proper memorial speech This. People don't even notice how emotionally drained I am as I put on a mask...
It will be heartbreaking to see guys on stage without Chester and there will also be a lot of crying so I'm curious about that memorial but...
My mood still keeps changing rapidly, there are a few good days and then one really bad that ruins everything I've done for myself till then....
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