Well I dunno. I can smile and joke around again but I'm sad as well. It's still hard and crazy. Sorry I double- posted. Not going to do this again
Pretty sure it wasn't just Chris. More and more had come together
He is the first thing that comes to my mind too when I wake up. To be honest I think of him all the time, everyday, morning, afternoon, evening....
I think this too because you can't handle this thing by forgetting your own pain and being strong for your mother you know? If you keep your own...
I really do believe too that the situation with Chris was too much for him. That night he couldn't handle that, I guess it all crashed down and he...
Reading your stories makes me feel so sad for you but gives me comfort that no one of us is alone... I guess we all need that feeling. Yesterday I...
I need to learn this too. Why is it so hard to just not read some articles or any stuff online bout him. Same with the police call, someone tagged...
Somehow I can't stay away from this thread. Don't really have to write down my feeling this moment 'cause everyone here said the exact same things...
Very true. Someday we'll gain the strength to move on from this, hopefully.... Today is strange for me. Don't know how I really feel.. Ok on the...
Just for you to know fam, I'll get a day off today ok? That doesn't mean I'm out of this thread and I'm still here for everyone if you need to...
Hi my friends I went to this memorial today and I have to thank you cause who knows - maybe I'd have gone if you didn't tell me that it's better...
@madridista89 You're not the only one having these kind of thoughts. I was asking myself the same questions and still am in a way. It's still so...
@Louis No need to apologize... You need time for yourself too and that's totally ok
I think it's totally ok to not want to go to candlelight vigils because that doesn't mean you can't think of him and grieve. If one decides to...
Thank you. Let's see how I feel tomorrow... I might regret it if I don't go but that social anxiety thing is just so weird and I hate that....
Same with me... Didn't go to the last festival because alone I couldn't and nobody wanted or had the time .. You're right, I'll decide tomorrow....
He calls me weird too so I don't really feel understood tho he must understand me cause otherwise he wouldn't go there with me I think ... I guess...
I'm thinking of attending a memorial tomorrow. Gotta drive one or one and a half hour to go there. On the one hand I think I need this to let go a...
Thank you so much for sharing and for your positive words, both of you. I'm so glad I'm got here to this thread. It really helps getting back on...
I'm proud of you as well <3 Together we're strong.
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