You're right with what you're saying, I believe this too. I don't know if he planned it. Maybe it was all too much that night... Maybe he decided...
I wanna thank you all so much for always saying the right things. Whenever I lose hope and I'm letting you know this you say something and I can...
Nobody can take these memories from you <3 wish I could have met him too.
Thank you for your words, you're right. It's just hard to remind yourself to think positive when you're sad and in a circle of thought that lead...
I'm able to listen to them but not everyday and not more than 2-3 songs... Hearing his voice is beautiful cause I miss him SO MUCH but it also...
I'm so so sorry you had to experience this
Thank you <3 I needed this to hear
We know you didn't attack anyone - you were just wondering and it's ok. We're here to understand... Maybe the past haunted Chester too much and...
It confuses me even more to read about him making plans for the future- days before
Like a really bad movie ... The worst I've ever seen.
So beautiful but sad...
Just because Mike is outside doesn't mean he isn't sad and he's dealing well... Just because you have to follow your daily life doesn't mean your...
@BreakingTheHeartbeat so true... I could listen to two songs today and then I had to stop cause it just hurts too much. This fact makes me so sad...
I don't really get the point why I felt pretty ok two or three days ago but today I feel like having a pretty big relapse. I lit a candle because...
So true @Carla I wish we would have met without this happening. I also wrote a letter (3 pages) to him and placed it there when I was at the...
You shouldn't feel guilty, you know we can't do anything, we feel what we feel. I didn't cry at my uncle's and grandpa's funerals either. That...
One day at a time. <3 we're here for each other
Thank you for sharing - REALLY I needed this today.
Thank you <3 It's hard to answer this question these days cause I'm still feeling sad and sometimes it feels like he's still here and like it...
It's bad that I can't but it's late night were I live.. @Carla thank you, always for your words <3 how are u feeling ?
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