Got Something You Want To Let Out?

i'm confused and don't know what to do about my girlfriend...

 

same thing about my boyfriend..o__O

 

bleh... ok i broke up with her now... not that i wanted to, but things wernt the way they were before, i broke up with her for her sake, not mine. i did it because i felt she didnt want to be around me and didnt really want to talk to me, and that she really wanted some-one else because she talked about another guy a lot, kissed him and admitted to fancying him, and when i got annoyed at her for kissing him she failed to see what she had done wrong (she did apologise, but when i asked her what for she said 'i don't know' and then just before she left said 'sorry for whatever i did wrong' which means she knows she did, but cant see that it was wrong). also yesterday i tried to talk to her about it, try and put things strait, but she wouldnt listen to me. so... maybe it was for the best.

 

bleh... ok i broke up with her now... not that i wanted to, but things wernt the way they were before, i broke up with her for her sake, not mine. i did it because i felt she didnt want to be around me and didnt really want to talk to me, and that she really wanted some-one else because she talked about another guy a lot, kissed him and admitted to fancying him, and when i got annoyed at her for kissing him she failed to see what she had done wrong (she did apologise, but when i asked her what for she said 'i don't know' and then just before she left said 'sorry for whatever i did wrong' which means she knows she did, but cant see that it was wrong). also yesterday i tried to talk to her about it, try and put things strait, but she wouldnt listen to me. so... maybe it was for the best. [/b][/quote]
wow... u were right to do so. If someone cant understand that cheating is wrong, (cuz it was cheating) then they dont deserve to be loved. Just my opinion though

 

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Crush.

 

The exact same thing happened to me....


But I haven't broken up with her since I care for her too much , we've been going out for just under half a year but I think things are going slowly downhill now but I just can't let her go....

 

The exact same thing happened to me....


But I haven't broken up with her since I care for her too much , we've been going out for just under half a year but I think things are going slowly downhill now but I just can't let her go.... [/b][/quote]
That's true too. It's tough to let go. But you can't play sucker either. Oh well, I hope you make the desision thatz right to you.

 

Wow... this is my first post since Katelyn's funeral. This is probably the hardest part of life yet... I miss her a bunch.

EDIT: Wow, this is just the worst time of my life. It turns out my grandma has cancer. And my uncle just died. This is insane. I don't know what the fuck to do.

 

oh im sorry, sweetie. things will get better. death is hard to deal with because you keep coming to the realizations of the death. but im so sure things are going to get better. :hugz:

 

Same thing as before, it's in here.

 

huh?

 

My 'Got something to let out' is the same as the last one I posted in here.

EDIT: But I do have a confession to make.

I think Trent Reznor in the We're In This Together Video is hot.

 

oh i c. yeah ur in a tough situation. im in the same thing right now...kinda. its sux. it really does.


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hehe its fine to think ppl of the same sex are hot

 

:hugz:

 

i need to get away from it all....ive had enough abuse, and enough s**t from everyone

 

these pills are screwing me up. the only feeling i feel right now is anger and hatred for everything. also she tried to make me go out with her best mate last night, as in actualy tried to force me. wouldnt let me say no etc. so in the end i just left.... i am really really angry with her right now.

 

Aw babe :hugz:
Life will get better eventually.
For every bad thing that happens, there's a good thing. That's what I believe in.
I know there's not much to look forward too, but believe me, better times will come.
I hope you will feel better soon.

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Of dissapointing people.

 

I know exactly what you mean.

 

I know exactly what you mean. [/b][/quote]
Ahh you cant be afraid of dissapointing people. I mean you cant impress everyone.

 

I know exactly what you mean. [/b][/quote]
It's not really about dissapointing, I couldn't name it something else though. It's more the fact that, no matter how much you want it, you still don't fit in. See, I'm always nice to the girls in my class, they're nice to me aswell and pretend I'm their 'friend'. They organise all kind of things with everyone in my class, except for me and later on, I hear about it and I get this: 'Owh...but you knew right?.....Ooowh, nobody invited you...'
Somehow, no matter how hard I try, I still don't fit in. I'm just falling out of it. And I'm afraid to ask them what's wrong with me.
The stupid thing is, I want to fit in but I don't. I want to fit in because I want to be 'part' of it aswell, but on the other hand, I don't want to fit in because I'm too lazy maybe, but also, scared they dissapoint me and I'll dissapoint them.

Hm owh well, fuck it. I'm not even going to try anymore.


I don't know about Minus. But that's the case with me.