Is it difficult for anyone else to listen to Linkin Park right now? Every song that i listen to i pick apart a haunting lyric that has a double meaning now. It's as if the meaning to most of their songs has changed now and is a much clearer window into Chester's soul and what led to the suicide. I'll pick just one off each record for example: Forgotten "In the memory you'll find me Eyes burning up The darkness holding me tightly Until the sun rises up" Breaking the Habit "i'll never fight again. And this is how it ends..' Shadow of the Day (immediately the first song i thought of after hearing the news. Shed tears when i played it) "I close both locks below the window I close both blinds and turn away Sometimes solutions aren't so simple Sometimes goodbye's the only way, oh" Burning in the Skies We held our breathe when the clouds began to form But you were lost in the beating of the storm But in the end we were made to be apart In separate chambers of the human heart I'll Be Gone When the lights go out and we open our eyes, Out there in the silence, I'll be gone, I'll be gone Let the sun fade out and another one rise Climbing through tomorrow, I'll be gone, I'll be gone Mark The Graves There's so much more to lose Than the pain I put you through And my carelessness left you in the dark And the blood may wash away But the skies will never fade At least I know somehow I made a mark In the dark, in the light Nothing left, nothing right In the dark, in the light Nothing left, nothing right Heavy I'm holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on So much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy?