Why can't I give up?!

I saw, the distant future.
I held, my death in my hands.
So lost and scared with no direction, can't believe I didn't die there.

No life, beyond what my mind says.
No heart, no love for anything.
I guess it's my fault that I'm drowning, In a pit of endless fear.
.....

But still I carry on.
No faith yet I still stand strong.
My tears can fill a thousand cups.
Just "Why can't I give up?!"
.....

My head, has only insanity.
So closed up, is my profanity.
Red tears, is all I cry.
And I know that you know why!
.....

But still I carry on.
No faith yet I still stand strong.
My tears can fill a thousand cups.
Just "Why can't I give up?!"
.....

I gorge myself in cuts of pain.
The blood is all the things I see.
Your face is all that did hurt me.
My life is ruined because of these...Memories!
Oh-Oh!
.....


But still I carry on.
No faith yet I still stand strong.
My tears can fill a thousand cups.
Just "Why can't I give up?!"
.....

END.

(C) 2010 Jerissa Johnson

^lol.

 

u just described wat m goin thru...nyc..love it

 

Oh really?! Sweet. And Thanks.

 

yeah....sometimes..i ask myself...'y i just dont quit??..'
d answer maybe..is..coz..m tryin to complete some1's dreams...

 

I hear ya bro. I know the feeling.