This gurl whom was full of pain and anger she had so much pain she became numb dead frozen to everything she felt.she felt Nothing but pain she felt anger boiling inside and there were times she wished she could have disappeared FOREVER but there are times she wished she had someone to love her with all there heart but she will never find someone like that ever.She feels that she will never find someone to love her that much.she wants someone to befriend her and talk to her about what is going on in there life but she will never have a friend like that so she hides her emotions away and in the end she ended up cutting and attempting suicide and she pushed anyone away who tried to help her with things or her problems and the hell she is going through she will never let anyone know what she is going through EVER. ps:about me Chazzy Chaz