who is this who is this girl who disappears thought her emotions but hiding behind linkin park just so she won't cry or get angry or feel anything ever she has no care for anything only her music she likes but she truely doesn't know wat hugs truely mean nor love but she can figure out not to rush things when with a boy but why must she hate herself and for the way she is and fucking shit like that but she feel the need the urge to listen to linkin park alot to control her emotions so that way she won't cry or unlease her anger and shit like that and she feel the need to be like controlling in a way she can get angry but very very very very very very very easily and she can get in a full rage and tht is not a very pretty site to see from this sweet and yet bitter chick just don't get in her path when she is in a FULL RAGE she can get to the point she threatens to kill u but she can hold off the action but she don't know how long she can ever day she fears the worst from her anger the can become rage she afraid one she kill someone close to her or a even a loved one no one should ever have that thought in the back of there mind its not right but she does just because she don't know how to unlease her anger or she doesn't even know how to cry anymore to her is like an evil thing to have to cry and to her its not right but who is this chick doesn't know how to unlease her anger or even cry anymore just now she has no soul she don't care abot things but she does care alot about linkin park just because there her drug that can stop her from crying so she must do linkin park so she can be emotionless to the world she worrys alot about her anger of could happen one day or she could hurt her self one day while in a FULL RAGE she thinks its possible to happend one day or she could hurt someone close to her or someone she loves in family.but she still says stuff when pissed off but she never really means its just her anger speaking not her but her anger as u all can she is very out of order her day of freedom is to long away she is locked away in cage because of how bad her anger is its like she battling herself in giant war inside but when her anger wins don't stay around or beware of the dangers its brings along with hate to others tht do stay around it gets so bad she might have to be restaind back so she can't do harm to others when in a FULL RAGE she always fears the worst when in a full rage and the weird thing is tht when she is in a full rage she is also crying like she's being punched repeatly like over and over and over and over again but she is also in war when in a full rage to control her actions and thoughts also but she never win this war its on going nothing will ever stop her anger unless she can handle her anger and learns how to unlease it also. and learns how to cry once more.but it may be too late to save her soul but not too late to save her thought or her life or how she go about life but she soul is gone it will never ever come back again she will remain souless for ever. but she may be able to get her soul back but at the same time she fears it.but she still wants someone to love her back even more but fears its also.............she also wants more friend but fears it too she is deathly afraid of rejections suxs for her she even shut the door on herself long ago she now don't care about only others so is she do a crime not caring about her self anymore no she use to it.......................it doesn't bother her not to barely sleep at night and how bright light sometime give her headaces she use to the dark or soft lights don't bother her sometime when she on the computer she has the light off when on the computer just because it sometimes hurt her eyes just to be in light like sun she kinda goes out sometimes in the sun to go somewhere like to mall or shopping with her mom but she barely eats sometimes just because she don't care wat happens to her cause she don't care about her self anymore so she try to pretend she a fairy just to be happy or she listens to linkin park for happiness.