I just woke up at 4 a.m in my country. I picked up my phone, turn on internet connection and open facebook. I open the notification, I meant to see the notification of my favourite game's group but instead I saw the notification from one of Linkin Park fans fb group change the name to R.I.P Chester on the most top. I think "God! what's happened to him???" I scrolled the timeline to see so many news about his death and the "tribute to Chester" video. I was shocked, shaking, my heart beats faster, I hyperventilate and cried while browsing about it. I was in shock and occasionaly crying for 3 days. I don't cry again now but I still have the thoughts of him posting on twitter or IG saying he's still alive.