I'm not proud of this one .. i'm never proud of my songs. This is what i feel like now. ---------------------------- Weakness +verse+ I don’t know where it start again I don’t know where it is gonna end Maybe I’ll end all death on the street Death is taking over the best part of me The part I’ve always held The thing I always felt You’ve got an image of my reality I don’t believe in it Cause it seems scary to me +prechorus+ Maybe the thing I didn’t dare to say The things I can’t bare The things I’ve lost And never been found The wake up Morning scared and lonely +Chorus+ Send me the death I want to know what it feels like I don’t want to wake a new day Lend me the death Send it do me Give it all to me +verse+ I guess my smile will never return Lost in anger Caught in a web of fear I don’t want to feel what it is to be alive I’ve tasted it enough, and I’m sick of it all I want to be born again +Prechorus+ The thing that wasn’t important enough To say it all to you The things I’ve lost and I didn’t care The feeling of never waking up again Never be scared and lonely Never feel the weakness inside of me +Chorus+ Send me the death I want to know what it feels like I don’t want to wake a new day Lend me the death Send it do me Give it all to me +Verse+ My heart is black And it’s all my fault I’ve changed my mind I want to be awake It all came down on me +Chorus+ Send me the death I want to know what it feels like I don’t want to wake a new day Lend me the death Send it do me Give it all to me +verse+ So I guess this is my goodbye I guess this is the best I lie lifeless and want to know what it feels like What it feels like To be alive