I hate it when I let people get to my head. I hate that I let this once in a lifetime win get ruined by people that mean nothing to me. What good does flipping out do? What good does shoving people over do? Over what? Something so fucking simple and stupid. Why do I continue to care and get upset over nothing when I have every reason to be happy?
Things were finally shaping up, and then the shit hit the fan. Multiple times. I'm so fucking done right now, I just want to sit by myself for a month.
Ugggghhhhhh. My head is in so many places. Too many people pissing me off. Too many conflicting thoughts.
Like Gibs? --- I wish some people weren't so fucking shallow. People are more than their meritorious achievements, you know.
No, people in my school. I just hate everyone there. Wait, not true, I just hate all the guys in my grade.
I know that feel for sure. I get pissed off by almost all the people in my school. Bunch of privileged, narrow-minded white kids for the most part.
More like I'm surrounded by immature idiots who have their priorities all wrong. There is literally this one kid who thinks he's so funny by just acting like he's mentally challenged or something. In addition to how it's considered lame to actually try in school. Reading is also a lame thing, you have to sparknotes everything.
Yeah ... none of that sounds out of the ordinary as part of the high school experience. People will change towards the end. Most of them will become really studious.
I always get so depressed when it turns to winter. I don't know what it is, but I always feel so distant from everybody when December rolls around. When everyone else seems to feel their happiest with the "joy of Christmas", I'm at my worst. Be over already, winter.
Fuck you. Stop acting like you're holy and everything is my fault, and maybe things might start working out again.
Oh, thats something i can relate to... But i am sure all will went good in your case Feeligs are going down again btw.
Wanna talk about high school problems? I got treated like I was some fucking bully victim today or some shit. I had to have a meeting with the vice principal, write an incident report, and they call my fucking parents about it, so I had to explain all this crap to them, and all I wanted to do was leave it in the past like I always do. I don't dwell on that shit. I just move on and put it in the back of my mind cause I'm used to that kind of stuff. But no, the staff at my school has to act like I'm getting bullied and now my parents are concerned. Ugh.
Different ages bring different problems. Though they might seem laughable to you, they're not to the people posting them. Some mutual respect here.
this. actually i think that my "problems" now are much more stupid than the "problems" i had as a kid.