The Venting Out Thread 2

i met a really nice girl in my class in college, so far she is probably the coolest girl i met in recent years, i just hope she doesnt turn out to be a bitch with time.

but aparently she is in love with some ex boyfriend... anyway, ill just wait to see whatever may happen next

 

It's true, I'm stuck on a loop.

 

They are really fucking testing my patience. I swear to you, they'll push me too far and I'll fucking punch him in the face.

 

I'M FUCKING HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN.

I HAVE TO GET A 33 ON THE ACT.

AND I DON'T REMEMBER HOW TO DO PERMUTATIONS AND COMBINATIONS.

 

I'd even advise you to do it, if you think you can defend yourself. Nothing wrong with punching someone if they're asking for it, if you ask me.

 

Oh I totally could. I'm a few inches taller than him and he's pretty skinny. And I have retaliated a few times, mostly just shoving the guy away from me. But everyone finds it so funny that I get all mad. But whatever, at least I'm not a complete asshole who thinks they're better than everyone else like they are.

I honestly think I'm just gonna talk to the coach about it. It prevents me from getting in trouble and possibly being kicked off the team for getting in a fight.

 

That sounds like the right thing to do, good luck!

 

Deck him? It does.

 

Only if a tooth goes missing.

 

I already hate this week

 

So all of my AP teachers have collectively decided that sleep is not a bodily need and that learning how to dictate melodies effectively in an absurd amount of time or learning about water conservation in Classical China supersedes rest. FUN.

But other than that, I'm doing well.

-opts not to make other complaint in anticipation of attack-

 

Same. Although mine sounds more like MC Ride yelling "fuck this world/fuck this body".

 

Yeah. I have no reason for it, but I just feel like bursting out and crying.

 

I swear my dad must fucking hate me. Not only did he not wish us well on our journey down to Florida, he had shut my phone off so I have no way of getting anything accomplished because people can no longer get ahold of me for anything important. I just don't understand at all how he could possibly treat my family this way, especially when all we are trying to do is make a better living so we can do more than just try to survive. Did he all of a sudden forget to realize that there are small children apart? Hell, what would have he felt if we got into some horrible accident on the way down?

 

Dont know how to feel right now.

So empty....

 

I don't know how I put myself in such impossibly awkward situations. But alas, here I am. Time to make a move or fall back into mediocrity.

 

It hurts to know that this is over now. I wished i could change her mind somehow. Fuck myself.

 

Just remember what I told you Michele. Don't get too down over it. You just be you and the rest will fall in line.

 

Thanks mate, i really need to think about this whole thing some days. It hurts but time will heal.