I wrote this on impluse today. Please comment. The Spring's Almost Gone The sun beams down on the sidewalk Gathering warmth as the day marches on The people walk along its path every now and then Looking straight ahead, with no precautions I hear their foot falls, taping quietly The sound seeps into the room Through the cracks that are hidden in the window pane It's nice outside, perfect actually In my room I lay my head down on the pillow Trying to look out the window from far And watch as the wind blows the leaves around Scattering them this way and the other Thoughts course through me in jerking waves And as I exhale a deep sigh escapes my lips The spring is beauitul, so bright, so lively But my heart is empty except for a black cloud of confusion I just want it all to be over you know I want to say that I've made it through And to hear you say that you're proud of me But I know that's just utter nonsense because tomorrow, I'll be burnt by your letdowns Same as always And while I'm laughing through these tears I hope you know that I just want it all to be over Yet again, here I am lying in this stillness Feeling so sorry for myself that I drown in guilt I know what I have to do, but it's just so big The weight of it seems like it could destroy me easily I'll catch my breath in time before everything is gone, And I can't let this depression take over Surely not Still, those thoughts I try to push back keep appearing The spring is almost gone And I just want it all to be over you know I want to say that I've made it through And to hear you say that you're proud of me But I know that's just utter nonsense because tomorrow, I'll be burnt by your letdowns Same as always And while I'm laughing through these tears I hope you know that I just want it all to be over I lay my head down on the pillow Trying to look out the window from far And watch as the wind blows the leaves around Scattering them this way and that Thoughts course through me in jerking waves And as I exhale a deep sigh escapes my lips The spring is beauitul, so bright, so lively And my heart has become hopefull I set up, and get off the bed, that's so warm And I watch the spring, walking along the wind Setting the path for summer