slipped away part 4 who is this gurl who can't find herself anymore.she is so lost in emotions and can't find herself anymore she is so confused to what is real and not real....she is afraid of anger and what she will do next time she loses control or something. she fears the worst for eveything.she must find herself before its to late to do anything for herself and others around her.and all she must face what she fears.and know what's okay and what's not ......good for her and others so there might be hope after all and faith after all.but she isn't sure if there is anymore.but still she feels like no one will understand her for who she is as aperson who is bi sexual.anyway she feels like no one cares so she gave up on hope and faith a little so now nothing means alot to her as much as linkin park does.but she barely gets happy she most beholds the face of one so sad she can't break away from it...so she now is stuck in a mess she can't clean up now nor break a way from it she is just fading this fairy can no long take all the pain so she made another prison but this time its something worse a steel metal box you can see in to there is a glass window that is unbreakable so she can never get out unless she feels like she can come.but i don't think this fairy is ever going to come out of her prison this time....this is all she ever does is locks her self way when she is trying to run and she ran and hid in this box made of steel and so hard like metal and she can't jump though the glass unless you want to get shocked.so now she is feeling even more lost and confused about things now on what should she do and what she shouldn't do.so now there are times she feels worthless and shit and all but still she will never come out till she feels like she can deal with shit and pain and her emotions..so basicly she is numb to the world and everything around her just fade away to black its like shes dead to the world..and everything around her.........just slips away for good.just like she walks the walk of dead one she is falling deeper down in the cracks then before but now it maybe to late to save her but still there could a chance she can be saved by who know maybe she can't be saved.but still she has trapped her self in the box made of steel and and metal.but still she must find herself before it to late so why must she lock herself away like that.and she can never find piece in her life and she has tryed for so long time but she gave up long ago because she couldn't deal with her pain anymore so she locked herself away from the other fairys.once again she has done this before but the first time water vines and knives and then the second time there was ice vines knives and now she can move freely but still she has blocked her self from others once again why does her always do this when she can't handle something but still she can't find her way out of this one now she is stuck she is waiting for someone to find and help her out of this box she is in so then she must stay in this box she put herself in.so why can't she find herself without help she has tryed befroe but failed but she now asked for help and might get the help she needs. but still she is so lost i dout anyone can save her now it maybe to late to save her when she is this lost and all.so no matter what she will always be lost not matter what she does to be found by theses other fairys.but still she whats to be happy for once in her life she wants but still she feels lost and confused about things but still she really really wants to be happy the most out of life then really upset but she feels strong when she doesn't unlease her emotions but when does she feels weak around everyone that is around her. and so everything she feels is bottled up inside.but still she feels like she must be tough for people to like her for who she is and how she is. but still she feel totally lost ands confuse about thing and still she feels worthless and hopeless unless she can feel good about her self and others but still she feels like a intire failure to everyone around her. but still there are thing she has to figure out about hing before she can feel like something real. so she felt the worst pain ever the box she made cause pyshical pain when she but still then knives would come aout at you and she already had ten knives in her from the she is hiding in though many years of anger saddness pain and everything you feel is locked away inside her..................she has fall even more though the cracks then anything other then her she is so deep in this dark cold room then other people are. so she has slipped away several times but has came back but has slipped away again........ by,lpp ps: lpp wanted me to post this for her