Why do I keep thinking , Where I’m lost in your dreams, These ambitions, They were never mine, Yet I do want to get there, For you, Almost killed myself, In this effort to persevere, An effort, I’d never perfected, Only disappointed, But when will you realize, That this isn’t me, This is you possessing, Something, different, Unnatural, unexpected, Yet here I’m standing, In despair and denial, Maybe you’d understand me, But its impossible, Cause I’m silent, Silent… Waiting to wake from this dream, Wanting to want a solution, A way, a road, Away from this cold, And explore myself within, No more voices that blind, This vision, I had of me, … Now I’ll have to find, Find the old me, That locked itself in a closet, Whose key yet to be made, Or be discovered, With someone, I wish I’d met, Yet here I’m standing, In hope to repair and recover, In this infinite time clock, But its impossible, I never open up, Cause I’m silent, Let me make my own mistakes, M not living your past, Your holding on, Wanting to push you away, Your holding on, Wanting to push you away, Your holding on, Wanting to push you away, Silent forever..