This originated as a verse in a rap song that i planned on writing a long time ago but i ended up just leaving it as one verse and sometimes i like coming back to this and other things i have written before so i just want to share it i guess: Fallin and crashing while bashing everything and slashing my sanity away the only reason i pay is because i stay while thinking in a certain way as i lay here crying and sometimes yea i kinda feel like diying go ahead call me emo say whatever you want i'm not sayi'm i'm the only one with problems makin me distraught because i fought through some of it yes you can call it teen angst and it probably is but i couldn't care less because all i'm really doing is getting rid of some stress my writing and rapping and screaming are all just seaming to let me be able to keep dreaming that life will continue to get better as i no longer have to worry about that huge flurry of hate that was around me or maybe thats just what i want to see just exactly how i want my outlook on life to be