Okay, this is a song I've been working on for a while. The whole thing started as: Which was meant to be a verse and chorus for a song but I wasn't really fond of it. When I ended up cheating on my girlfriend on Saturday I started to think about if I should really be there when I was already thinking about someone else when she wasn't there. To be honest, it's meant to be pretty emotional but also one of those songs that you just use to piss off like your girlfriend or boyfriend or whatever when they do something to piss you off. So basically, I took both sides of the story and put it into one and I think that it really paid off. I'd say thanks to Mike Shinoda for inspiring this with his solo album (which I'm sure a lot of you agree is awesome) but I guess it doesn't matter 'cause I'm guessing he won't read this. Anyway, that's most of the background information out of the way apart from the way it's laid out. I was going to have a chorus for it but I couldn't find anything to suit it. It was gonna be like, "Oh my god it's..." repeated a few times but I didn't like it so I got rid of it. If you've read this far I'm thankful 'cause you've not really got a glimpse of anything of any importance. Well, here it is, hope you like it and hope you enjoyed the essay which came before it. Hehe. "Oh My God" I'm standin' there tryna talk, but you're makin' it hard, Askin' if I wanna walk with you down the boulevard, And oh my god, I can't believe I cheated on you, Wait no, I didn't, I slipped, and she did to, And as those tears swell up around and in your eyes, You're wonderin' why, you didn't pick one of those other guys, And I know it's because I'm just far too kind, And if I didn't have a tendancy to cheat, I'd be an awesome guy, But lyin' there in that bed with you, You're family had said "Aww, you two look so damn cute," So I can't help but feel that I'm partially responsible, Even though she tripped and fell; that ain't impossible, And now I'm shakin' like I'm an epileptic, And tryna find my words, right where I left 'em, But I can't, it's too hard, we're over and done, I'm sorry for soundin' harsh; that's the way that I run, And when we kiss, my eyes just wander around, Like I can't keep them closed, so I just stare at the ground, And fuck, I swear down I've got A.D.D. 'Cause I can't seem to keep my mind on anything, I remember askin' you, "Do you believe in aliens?" You looked at me like I had somethin' contagious, Then said, "Only if we break up, which'll never occur, Then I'll agree there's life on other planets but earth," But I had that dream again were we were fine, again, All over again, my god, it's stuck in my head, You thought I was tryna give you a nice surprise, But knew you were wrong when I said "Open your eyes!" And you looked up at that sky, and saw the stars, Which said "I cheated; so I guess there must be life on Mars," And just know I'm sorry for bein' so fuckin' harsh, But I speak awkwardly, without my guitar. And you look so good to me, but fuck so does she, I can't help but think that I'm doing this selfishly, And just before we get to where I might say is too far, I'll put this pen down, and then put down my guitar, To say that "I love you is overused and I cheated, And I can't help but think this love has just depleted, And now you're the only one left that really needs it, No one else does, so let's just leave it," And you know it's not really worth it in the end, It's one of those things where I was just playin' pretend, Wasn't it game? No? I'm sorry; I fucked up, I'm sorry but you lose and I'm choosin' lust over 'love,' And, she had this really nice head of hair, You could tell she spent a lot of time infront of her mirror, The thing with that is that I don't really care, She's one of the girls that'd make you give away your bus fare, She's so fuckin' fine, she's always there in my mind, She's like you were, before you went and fucked up my life, 'Cause you're never really there, except sometimes in my head, No. You're always fuckin' there makin' me wish I was dead, It's like every-little-thing you've done recently annoys me, I know you're in my head 'cause you're so fuckin' noisy, And I could talk about that but it's a different story, A different story that is really really boring, And now I've got another girl stuck in my mind, Fuckin' hell them two girls are like "Two Of A Kind," And whoever said that dreams are a wish come true, Was fuckin' right, 'cause in mine, I kissed you, And even though they say that they won't like it, You know they would and they just can't fight it, They're fuckin' scared incase they like it, Grabbin' my dick like it's a fuckin' mic, bitch. And oh my god it's another verse that'll make your head burst, 'Cause of the love I gave you, then I left you with no choice, You have to start seein' things from my perspective, I guess I'm sorry that I made you feel so neglected, But I think I'm in love with like, three other girls, And you still think everything's right in the world, And oh my god, it felt so good when she kissed my lips, That other girl; I ain't had a chance to kiss, It's like her boyfriend is always in the way, And to be honest, I think that that's okay, I've fucked up someone else's life before, Had them cryin' on the floor like "Oh my lord," And, I felt kinda bad 'cause that made my week, Relationship forecast is overcast and bleak, And I know it's my fault but I'll just pretend, It ain't my fault I've fallen for her once again.
Dedicated.. You have amazing ideas, I've allways loved your work. I give this 100/10 because it's truly just that amazing. <3