Me

Following me every step of the way,
this picture, it can't be erased,
Yet it's drawn, every day,
By the cries, dripping from my face,
and as the truth stares back at me,
I know I can't accept,
some one I never wanted to be
It's always in my way,
The thought I've tired to escape,
It stays there, more painful, every day,
finding nothing but mistakes,
I wish I could just forget about who I am,
But everytime I try, the truth is there,
and I'm reminded it's just me again

(chorus)
Everytime I try to do something for myself,
I mess it up like I do everything else
Everytime I get close to the things I want,
I let it slip away,
Everydays just another to fail at everything in reach,
To prove to myself I'm just too weak
(Cause I'm always messing things up for me)

(bridge)
This never seems to get easier
(and I never know what I to do)
Humiliation's wore me to failure
(and I can't seem to make it through)

Confused, I've remained,
Still asking myself,
when will there be an end to this pain?
I wish I could hide away,
and never come out,
Never show my face again,
and live within the doubt
Cause I'm the reason everything
went wrong,
and it's because of that,
I know I can't be depended on,
I wish I could take this,
but I know, I can't,
I'll always live my life lost,
cause nothing every turns out
to be the way I had always thought
I guess, I'll never know anything
besides from what I've been taught

(chorus)
Everytime I try to do something for myself,
I mess it up like I do everything else
Everytime I get close to the things I want,
I let it slip away,
Everydays just another to fail at everything in reach,
To prove to myself I'm just too weak
(Cause I'm always messing things up for me)

(bridge)
This never seems to get easier
(and I never know what I to do)
Humiliation's wore me to failure
(and I can't seem to make it through)

When I look at myself, I can't help but feel this way
Cause there's just so much I wish would change,
If I could, I'd draw something else, to ease my pain

(I can't do this)
Why is it that everything about me,
Is exactly what I don't want it to be?
I'm such a ####### failure

 

Thats cool

 

Excellent

 

i like it I applause you! if i get a guitar (which i hope to get soon) ill try putting it to music (unless you object)