"I've put my heart in your hands, I've offered you all that I have. I've never asked for something in return. All that I gave you is given till the world will end and after. All that I need is to give you my love regardless you are beside me or not. But I guess that I'm a just dreamer... I still believe in you! I've never meant to hurt you! You said you love me forever. Where is that understanding love? Should we find another definition for the word "forever"? Well. that's it! May life bring you only the best things! May you never find how it feels to be disrespected! May you be loved with the greatest love this world will ever see! I'm very sorry that I've hurt you! I hope you will forgive me someday. I wish you a peaceful life filled with pure, shiny, endless love."
"Listen, my love! I’m just sick of this game. I’m tired and I can’t go forward. I’ll stop here. I wanted to run away from here, without saying anything but it’s not my nature to do this, so here I am to explain. My life it’s just incredible, lately. Staying here searching for a message it’s too much energy consuming. My husband is snappier with every passing day. I feel abused because he doesn't give me money for the house. He even told me that he won’t buy any Christmas tree or presents. I want to divorce and find another place to live but I need a job first. I need time to do this and I can’t afford to dream anymore. You said that you love me but you didn't come here yet. I wanted to meet you just to find out if you will still love me when you see me. As this thing didn't happen till now and I don’t see it happening in the near future, please understand my choice. I love you like I never loved before. The moments spent here with you are special and I will treasure them till the end of my life and after. I don’t want to hurt you! I think that this is the moment to be a little rational and make the best decision for everybody. I made so big promises and I am unforgivable, I know! I still beg you in my knees to forgive me! I never meant to hurt you in any way! I am very, very sorry for what I am doing to you now! I just hope that you will be fine! May you be loved forever, my angel, with the greatest love this world will ever see. May only the best things welcome you. I will always love you and keep you in my heart! Farewell, my angel!"
I’m very sorry Jason! It’s my mistake because I simply am too tired. My apologies! Now, this is for you, my love. I was thinking that all this game was a little insane, wasn't it? Looking back, I just see that things have many meanings and I probably didn't understand what I should have understood many times. This is another reason for which I wanted to meet you. Speaking face to face would have made the things clearer. You are an amazing person! I adore your kindness and thank you for those moments when you let me feel you care about me. It was awesome! Beautiful lie! Anyway, you told me that you come to me and you never did. I don't want to listen to you anymore. I'm not expecting for you to come anymore. I don't want to be hurt again. This is what I wanted to tell you. I’m sorry that I have to stop here. I simply don’t have the trust, the time and the power to continue. I did a lot of crazy things here and it's time to stop. I hope that you will be well! I’m sorry that I hurt you! Please, forgive me! I guess that this is the end…
It's only my fault that we're here! I shouldn't have sent you all those messages. I'm just a stupid dreamer! Not counting that I am much older than you. How could you love me? When you showed up and I told you that I'm older than you, I started to dream that you could love me. I'm almost sure that if you will see me, you will be disappointed and I don't think that I could take it. It's better to stop now! I'm too scared to do that. I didn't want you to know all this agony I am through right from the beginning, This is why I can't continue, mostly. I'm just a stupid dreamer! If you payed attention you could have seen those moments when I was scared to go on. Plus, you didn't do anything to meet me. I stay here like a stupid trying to find messages and hoping that you will come. It's been too long to wait. This is just crazy! I can't take it anymore! I need to do things for myself! Things that would make me feel good. Not wasting the time in front of a computer and dreaming and refreshing pages like an insane person! Too much dreaming is killing me. So yeah, I'm definitely out! Forever!