I sit as I wonder What was the point of it I do not know The reasons for this life But I do know The meaning of your words And everything you say As I silently listen You mean to me More than life itself I need you by my side I need to see your eyes I need to see your smile To bring life to my dead body What is going to happen Ten years from now? I do not know But I still see you In my future I can still dream I'm not blind I can still see What you mean to me What is this now All of these emotions I am so confused But still I think of you I feel as if This was fate A higher power Letting down it's hand What do you feel? What do you see? I wonder what You see in me I feel as if If my death came You wouldn't care I don't know what you feel for me But I do know that I cannot Get my mind off you No matter what I do Still, you lay here in my mind No matter what else I think I feel I still think of you I still think of you And if I cry tonight The tears will all be for you And if I die tonight I'd die without you knowing Knowing what I feel And here you lay in my mind With that last smile The one that I saw The one that I loved I'll never forget What you did You brought me life You brought me my first kiss And here I lay Shedding tears All for you All for you What am I to do? I don't know how How I could Could talk to you What could I say To bring you back? What could I do To bring back that smile? And I'll remember You forever How could I Ever forget? And I'll remember The first time I saw you Such a mystery Such a pleasure Here I am again Wondering these thoughts How could I Let you know? I'm afraid Of what you'll think Perhaps I'm in love Or perhaps just crazy Either way I'll never forget Forget anything Having to do with you Feel my chest This beats for you Feel my face It smiles for you Whisper in my ear Tell me your thoughts Tell me your dreams Tell me everything I just want to let it out Cause I don't know what else to do Cause in my mind You seem to be all that matters And yet I fall for another How could I do such a thing to you I don't know Now I'm going mad tonight again I don't what to do once again I've become what I hated I need you now Despite what I've become I need you now
That's very deep and beautiful. I want you to know that's not just scribbleing that's deffinataly poetry, in the deepest sense. I loved it.