’’I’ll Be’’ I realize that I can never win But I don’t know where to begin I look at her and she looks away Her smile’s faded this summer day I’m nothing more than memory Carved into the tall shade tree I’m just a line in her book And just one glance is all it took I’m a page inside a spiral diary Locked away where no one can see I can’t stand seeing him with her Like a rose as it starts to wither I fall apart at the thought of it But I realize that I can never quit I cut myself under the old fern The thought made my stomach turn I felt the world around collapse Where I had fallen into relapse I love her more than any other She doesn’t return it—she loves another I am torment I am pain I am regret I’ll be the things that you won't ever forget I am lonely I am sad I am dispair I’ll be here for you when he isn't there