heartstopper + russian roulette

heartstopper

it feels like forever and a day
since you ripped out my heart with your cold hands
and now i see you, my heart in your grasp
and you squeeze harder and harder
till it spasms and blood drips forth
coating you in all of me

why are you tormenting me
keeping me out in the acidic rain
with such an open wound
you make it seem like there is hope of recovery
and yet you tear me apart

don't you fucking know what you're doing?
don't you fucking know what you are to me?
taste my blood like you have before
and maybe you'll remember.

+++

russian roulette

all i want is a .45
to shoot myself in the head *blam*
so the memories of you can pour out
each bullet for a piece of my sanity, my happiness

*blam*
there goes "i love you"
*blam*
there goes "i miss you"
*blam*
there goes "i want you"
*blam*
there goes "i need you"

but i can't kill myself
because i have no way of living without you
and now that you're gone, i'm already dead
*blam*

 

'Russian Roulette' is the best out of the two.

 

Heartstopper is good.

 

i prefer heartstopper more.

the other one is good thought too, very different!

 

Besides the fact that a gun doesn't make a so called "blam" sound, plus the over use of that word...

Not too bad.

 

I prefer heartstopper more than russian roulette.

 

its supposed to get the point across.

that each bullet is being fired because of jeff.

but eh...