Got Something You Want To Let Out?

Me and my friend are basically killing ourselves with this. I have so many strong feelings for her and it appears that she has the same feelings. And basically right now, we can't do shit about it because we live like a few miles away. We can't drive, it's too far to walk...if she calls again tonight, i'm going to ask my parents if we can just hang out and talk this weekend. Because if me and her don't...it's going to get nuts.

 

does it matter where she lives? if you both have feelings for eachother you should make a go of it (this is only my opinion by the way, don't do this just because i said so) and savour the moments you do spend together. hell whats a few miles compared to another country?

 

does it matter where she lives? if you both have feelings for eachother you should make a go of it (this is only my opinion by the way, don't do this just because i said so) and savour the moments you do spend together. hell whats a few miles compared to another country? [/b][/quote]
I know that and we plan on doing something about our feelings...we just can feel it. Everytime we talk to each other, we feel calm and safe. We know we can trust each other. We did go out for only a couple days but it just didn't work out...then we had a fight and I think that ended up being a good thing because now we're closer than ever.

 

I made a list today. I wrote down the people I truly love. There were only 4 people on I know offline. The rest are online friends. I think that's quite sad. :wth:

 

Your not the only one...I only have like 2 people that are really friends of mine offline.

 

people = fakes...I can trust nobody :angry:

 

Visitation for my great grandmother is today at 5 PM. Tomorrow is the funeral, where my father, my (blind) cousin, his dad, a few other people and myself are the pallbearers.

I don't like this weekend anymore.

 

All of my friends are mostly online too. I think it's because when you're online, it doesn't matter what you look like, it's more what your personality is. There's also no pressure to be who your not or be afraid because by the LOOKS of someone, they're out of your :league" or "stereotypical grouping". I love the internet. I've met some of my truest friends right here on the LPA. (Even if they are a ltitle wierd. )

 

Yeah. I don't trust anyone either.

 

Yeah. I don't trust anyone either. [/b][/quote]
I only trust one person.

 

I feel like absaloute crap.

 

I only trust one person. [/b][/quote]
Same.

 

The process of moving is stressful.

I've been helping my parents clean the house and helping them take stuff over to the rental house. Just packing up everything and moving it is taking a toll on my body.

 

Same here. I have only 2 people I love in real life.

 

Same. [/b][/quote]
me too. and that one person is me. i don't tell anyone anything that would hurt if it got out, which sucks because there is something i really need to tell someone but i am affraid to do it because if it got out it would be the end of me.

 

Right now,I do too...

 

me too. and that one person is me. i don't tell anyone anything that would hurt if it got out, which sucks because there is something i really need to tell someone but i am affraid to do it because if it got out it would be the end of me. [/b][/quote]
maybe I'm just paranoid but I feel like everybody betray me

 

maybe I'm just paranoid but I feel like everybody betray me [/b][/quote]
a lot of people have betrayed me.

 

:hugz: My Great-grandad died last sunday. Thats a big responsibility..hope it goes okay!

 

my father sucks :angry: