I know exactly what you mean. [/b][/quote] It's not really about dissapointing, I couldn't name it something else though. It's more the fact that, no matter how much you want it, you still don't fit in. See, I'm always nice to the girls in my class, they're nice to me aswell and pretend I'm their 'friend'. They organise all kind of things with everyone in my class, except for me and later on, I hear about it and I get this: 'Owh...but you knew right?.....Ooowh, nobody invited you...' Somehow, no matter how hard I try, I still don't fit in. I'm just falling out of it. And I'm afraid to ask them what's wrong with me. The stupid thing is, I want to fit in but I don't. I want to fit in because I want to be 'part' of it aswell, but on the other hand, I don't want to fit in because I'm too lazy maybe, but also, scared they dissapoint me and I'll dissapoint them. Hm owh well, fuck it. I'm not even going to try anymore. I don't know about Minus. But that's the case with me.