I think today was the day in my life I have shed my tears the most. All the emotions in our family we're boiling for ages and today, it finally splashed. To start with, A few days ago my sister went to London with her boyfriend. (After weeks of begging my mother finally let her) The problem is, when she left, My mother told her. DONT go to Zeeland after you come back from London okay? (Zeeland is where her boyfriend lives) She said yes, and they left. So yester my mom recieved an Message on her cellphone, wich my sister sended her, saying she was coming home tomorrow, and that she did Not go to zeeland. My sister lies a lot. and my mother doesnt trust her, So she called 'Marks house, (her bf) And Guess what? Anya picks up. So yesterday my mother has been crying and crying and telling me that It's like her own daughter has betrayed her. Well it doesn't sound that bad i know. But the problem is, we live here together with my stepfather, and he is just waiting for the day that my mother gets hurt by one of her daughters. So she has to hide all her emtions from him (God they hardly even talk) because she doesnt'want to believe the fact that it IS true. The nother problem is, My mother and I and my sister, We were planning to move out (My stepfather doesn't know) and we've looked for a house (low income) and it was just a piece of shit. So 2day during lunch (my stepfather wasn't home) It started. My mother started crying and saying that You don't know how it feels, I've got no one to talk to here and blabla bla bla ( We lived in America and moved to Holland because of My sister) Everyone keeps blaming my mom for all the shit. AFter my mother was done getting furious, my sister started. It went on and on and we all cried, and I feel reall ysorry for my sister and my mother. My mother is sending her to my father's now. In shanghai.. I really do not want her to go!!! My mother neither, but she says she can't take care of her anymore. I know the story is really vague and It's too complicated an too long to tell, But I feel like i am a Middle Pole. STanding btween 2 people who can't get along. So when I'm talking wiht my sister, I have to say good things about mom. And the other way around. In order to get them to talk to each other again. She's gone now. I don't know where my mom went but she didn't come back for 8 hours since she left. I can't talk to anyone about this because nobody really understands, so I'm sorry for this story, but I just needed to write it down and slam the typing board HFWAIOEHWIOEFHWOF.