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What can i say... Some people are just total tools. Especially in countries such as America, and here in Australia, where about 98% of people are descended from people who immigrated from somewhere else. Its so hypocritical, the whole racism thing.
I know how you feel, my mum immigrated from South Africa to Australia, and even me, though i was born here in Austrealia, i still cop the racism thing.

Just remember Orietta, they're nothing more than useless hypocrites.
and smile

 

Thanks!, that actually made me feel better!

Yeah, I know I don't have to listen to them but it sucks that everyday you have to be listening to it everywhere... but it's ok now..

 

Jason's dying.. they said that he won't be alive for very long, and that the doctors have done everything that they could do. I just can't FUCKING believe this. He is seriously just only 20 years old, and he just got accepted into film school. He's been trying for two years to get into that and he's so smart and funny.. I've known him when I was not even just 12 months old, and he's been my neighbor ever since and close family friend. I've always loved talking to him, he's seriously just so smart..

He can't go, he's so young and has so much going for him in life. I don't know what I'll do honest to god. I've never lost a friend before, I've lost family members and that's hard enough as it is, but losing a friend?! A childhood friend at that.. makes me feel like my life is shattering right before me and I can't fix it. I'm the type of person that loves to fix things and make them better, I can't STAND seeing anyone hurt or sad. I want to help, but this is something for once that I just can't fix.. I really hope that there's a fucking miracle that can save him because this sucks ass.

 

...I don't know you well, Anya, but I want you to know that...I send my love and respect to you and Jason, because this is a fucking hard thing to hear. And I'll pray for a miracle.

 

Let's pray for a miracle. All the best to you, Jason, and his loved ones.

 

Hunny this most be so hard.
I can sort of relate to this.
When I was small a friend of mine who was like an older sister to me died of food poisioning.
I am really really sorry and hope that all turns out for the best darling.

 

Thank you Janie, Sawyer and Janie.. I appreciate it, you guys are sweet.

I don't believe in miracles, but right now I still wish for one to happen it's weird lol. It's been a very gloomy year this year.

 

Like others have said, I don't profess to know you, but I send you and Jason all my love and hope that perhaps, something will intervene.

 

Anya, I could say a million things but it won't help you nor Jason. So, I just want to let you know that there is always a little hope for everything and if you feel like talking about it, you can always send me a pm. I don't know if you know but, Pooky=Marj, so you already know me. Big hug for you love

 

Hey Anya,
I don't know you very well, but I'm really sorry, and I'm hoping he gets better.
I'm also praying for him and I know he must mean a lot to you.
I wish I could do something, I feel so helpless..
Hey, you know we are all here for you, and count on me, ok?

 

Yes I knew it was you Marjy. And thank you.

Actually apparently there is a slight hope he'll be okay now. The whole hospital is focusing their attention on him now, because of the whole fact that he's so young. The thing is though is that so many doctors and specialists have seen him and are baffled because they've never seen a case like this before, they say they don't know what caused the double pneumonia. They just sucked out two and a half liters of mucus that are inside his lungs right now (which is like two and half coke bottles pretty much.. that's a lot) and they're trying to get more out. He can't breathe because of it so they have to get it out. He's breathing from tubes right now.

They gave him some really strong medicine which is helping so far, but at least he's made a slight difference. Before there was like no hope at all but now there's at least chance, which I'm grateful to hear.

And thanks you guys lol.

 

That's good to hear darling. If there is hope, there is something to hold on to.

 

That's good to hear Anies, let's hope things can only get better now.





I phoned my mom today just for a nice chat and I just wish I didn't phone, she told me that I'll never learn good French, that I'm throwing my life away and that I'm too stupid and too shy to speak french to people i've never seen.
I just hung up on her and I don't think I'll be the one who's gonna make the effort of keeping contact with her.

 

Gah, I'm so easily hurt. After the break up with my ex, it seems that almost anything throws me into some form of depression. It's so frustrating and pathetic.

 

Thanks, I hope so too.


I'm sorry about your Mom though. I know you can speak French and learn it, just as long as you set your mind to it. ;P You can do anything if you set your mind to it. Prove her wrong, I know you can. <3

 

Urgh!!!dosmklsdgksfjgnwrg!!!! So my put my art final piece in my friends folder as i didnt have a folder, so she brings it me in the RAIN and WIND so its all wet and creased. It was my FINAL PIECE for my ART COURSEWORK, now its ruined! I have no idea what im gonna do now, my teacher is going to be so mad at me. I'm already behind on my sketchwork so thats another thing she can stress at me for.

 

edit: girls blow

 

Thanks, yeah my mom phoned me back in the evening, and I told her I was still thinking about what she said and all and she apologised and told me if there's anything on my mind what's bothering I can phone her, so it's alright I guess. Thanks again

 

Yeah, tis fuckin annoying.

i have problem, i was going to ask out this girl, but then my ex asks if i wanna walk home with her one day, so i thought nothing of it, so we were walking, got to her street and she said ''Tom i have a friend who likes you.'' and then a kissed me on a cheak, but i think the 'friend' is her, but i'm not sure, so this kinda complicates my life even further.

Suggestions? anyone.

 

You're welcome Marjy. <3

Apparently things have gone downhill again for Jay the past few nights. They almost lost him twice, and the doctors are saying there's nothing else they can do and that it could be any day now that he'll be gone.

Thank you all for being so nice to me in my times of sadness lately, but I hope that if Jay is gone soon it'll be for the best because he doesn't deserve to go through so much pain anymore.. I'm not a religious person really, but if you could all pray for him that would be great, whether you're very religious or not either. Thanks.