Because of you I feel nothing And I'm filled with all this pain The numbness inside Feels like an unbearable strain I feel no love No pain no more No feeling at all Just bare down to the core All the lies you spoke And all the confessions you told Left me with this emptiness And made my soul grow cold I left you feeling nothing But I still have this numb space Inside I'm empty Your feeling I just can't replace I cry so silent No one hears me Or no one cares Because this pain cannot be seen I hide it all And put on my phony face So no one will fear The truth there's not a trace I'm so depressed But I hide this pain I don't want to talk So I live with this strain Its too late now To show my real facade I let my spirit go Let my happiness fade When I look into these eyes I find things no one else ever catches a glimpse at I see this fear of judgment That makes him cower at confrontation I see this hopelessness for the future That make his choices his burden alone I see this desperate need for companionship to make him strong In the savage world of humans I see this courage Caged in his thoughts of inferiority I see these thoughts of abandonment That make him cling to anything I see this devotion to his beliefs That makes him fear death And I hate that the person I always see is me So I may be alone I’m my only friend But I can’t stand to listen to myself cry I want a companion To be here for me now It seems no one cares When I wallow in this self pity Wade in these tears And the waves crash upon my face The tide pulls me under Submerged in bitterness I did it to myself No one calls No one cares And there’s no one except me And this is a time I can’t stand to be near me So why would you? I guess that’s why you’re not here go ahead say it sucks I know it does