V1: Thought of startin over/ But now I'm wanting to bleed/, My misery deep inside/has already planted it's seed/ Off of my anger/guilt and depression/it feeds/ Never there to help me/while I'm evaluating my needs/ But now/All the things that I had wanted to see/ Are slowly pushing me down/so they are smothering me/ And making me feel like/I'm never who you want me to be/ I need to find a way out/and forgetting you is the key Chorus: Pushing me down again/ To where I cannot defend/ I need to get away from you/and the things you do/ Something always seems/to wanna pull me through/ But inside I know/that I cannot pretend/ Your pushing me down again, To where I cannot defend, I need to get away from you/and the things you do/ Something always seems/to wanna pull me through/ But inside I know/that I cannot pretend V2: When I think of it all/it dont matter when/ I put all my thoughts down/in the form of a pen/ But sometimes I feel/when I try to remember/ My thoughts get chopped/like I'm inside of a blender/ But then I try to start all over again/ Only to find/that I'm lost/in my own december/ I'm sorry for all the times/that I've lost my temper/ But you've made me feel oppressed/as long as I can remember Chorus: Pushing me down again/ To where I cannot defend/ I need to get away from you/and the things you do/ Something always seems/to wanna pull me through/ But inside I know/that I cannot pretend/ Your pushing me down again, To where I cannot defend, I need to get away from you/and the things you do/ Something always seems/to wanna pull me through/ But inside I know/that I cannot pretend V3: The hell around us/is so thick I can hardly see/ And the smog from it/chokes me/when I try to breathe/ I find myself swimming/in your own deceit/ That is intended/to make me back down/and admit defeat/ But I know/to live life/there is a certain fee/ And all the love I felt/would never come for free/ I could only take the lies/to a certain degree/ Before I gave you away/so I couldn't be Chorus: Pushing me down again/ To where I cannot defend/ I need to get away from you/and the things you do/ Something always seems/to wanna pull me through/ But inside I know/that I cannot pretend/ Your pushing me down again, To where I cannot defend, I need to get away from you/and the things you do/ Something always seems/to wanna pull me through/ But inside I know/that I cannot pretend Bridge: Everything comes down to this/ All the hate/comes down to this/ We can return/to where it all began/ But it will all/come back to this/ Everything is breaking down again, To the point/I wouldn't care if you exist/ But/everything comes down to this/ It will all/come back to this/ Your End Chorus: Pushing me down again/ To where I cannot defend/ I need to get away from you/and the things you do/ Something always seems/to wanna pull me through/ But inside I know/that I cannot pretend/ Your pushing me down again, To where I cannot defend, I need to get away from you/and the things you do/ Something always seems/to wanna pull me through/ But inside I know/that I cannot pretend When everything is crumbling/in the end/ That you wont/come back to me/and try to be my friend/ I wish I could of seen it/before I tried to make amends/ But inside I know/that I cannot pretend.