It started out as a dream, it turned into a lie At first, it was a perfect picture in my mind I let it slip, and it back-fired on me I was the first to see, that I actually screwed up. I never took it upon myself to fix it. I wanted to repair the despair I caused. And I went through all the pain, because I thought I could change the lane I had set Apparently I had no god damn sense, no intellect Everybody I said I was a different person, it's true I was all the way until I met you And for the rest of my days, all I want to do Is be with you, that's all I want to. I had someone to call, but she made the mistakes I ended up fucked, it was more than I could take For my own sake, I stayed each night awake Hoping for one more day, she could keep herself sane She broke up with me after 2 weeks of shit And I let it all go down, I need to give up and quit I couldn't find a way to buckle it in I screwed it all up, now I regret to say That it wasn't her who messed me, it was me at bay I had a real hard time trying to fix it all up Trying to cover the tracks, trying to have it all shut And locked away, and never open it up another day. Ladies and gentleman, I'm not the person you know Below the show, I'm more of a display of failure There's a lot to hide, a lot to keep deep inside And nobody to really confide myself in Nobody but one, and that person is you I've said this before, but I'll say it once more For the rest of my days, all I want to do Is be with you, that's all I want to. - - - I wrote this when I was sort of...out of it. Short, but it means something to me.