Hey community, some minutes ago i started a massive and bad conversation on the Post Traumatic Remix Contest thread. And I am more than sorry. I would love to explain you my point of view why i did this - intentionally. Yes you read right, - intentionally... For a long time I suffered from massive depression, self-hatred and not being confident that i matter. While I fought against it for a long time "successfully", I had an insanely down-phase back in 2013. In any case, I fought back and faced my problems as best as i could. Now, for whatever reason, I am feeling horrible again And it is even worse than 2013. And I do not understand why. I am having a "good life", I could not complain about it. No money problems, I have friends around me but... I feel fucking alone guys. I feel horribly lonely and i dont know what to do. The reason i started this controversy was just to talk more than just "hello" to someone. I dont know what to do. Please give me any advice because i am currently more than ashamed to admit to my close ones that i have a massive problem. With myself. Telling you this directly is a big step for me because i cant handle this anymore and everything gets out of hand. i dont have any grip at all anymore. Help.