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    a life in ashes

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    Thanks
     
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    Well rather than comment individually on each poem...they're all pretty good, if a little depressing. I like the fact that your poems whilst painful, aren't just cliche teenage angst.
     
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    Oh... that's... lovely.
     
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    Chrysalis, while your writings are actually quite beautiful I hope you're kidding about the suicide remark.

    It doesn't matter what your problems are or how terrible your life is, there is never ever an adequate reason to kill yourself. There is always a more logical and reasonable path to take then committing suicide.

    Enough said.
     
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    hmm..i dun blame u guys...aight...i thought killing wud help me solve my prob...i wanted 2 find some peace...this isnt working for me...if killing myself aint the solution then wat is.....my parents broke up recently..my mom is on drugs...she cant even help herself..let alone me helping her....the band we had..is now no more...cuz the ma best frnd ( the lead guitarist of the band ) is fighting cancer...and for me...its like a backs 2 the wall job...i cant take it anymore..
     
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    So instead of helping people with their problems you'd rather abandon them and take your own life so it's not so hard on you? No offense, but that's horrifically selfish. You need to help them. By helping them, you'll help yourself and you won't be so depressed. That's what I'm doing right now and it works pretty well. Try it.
     
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    wow..wat fire...i m pretty sure...FRED DURST wud be proud of this...did u write this outta frustration..or jus felt like writin sth kool??
     
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    aight thnx..i jus saw a video named " hold on " by Good Charlotte..pretty amazing...it says every 18 mins sum1 in USA commits suicide...:|
     
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    Don't join that estimate.
     
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    Hey...don't just go saying stuff :alien: I never said I'll help anyone...but...I never said that I wouldn't either...:hypo: ...ah hell...who needs help? :lol: :p

    PS.:nice lyrics dude? ^_^
     
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    THNX DUDE !! :D

    P.S : no offense dude...but..instead of thoughts whn u put sarcasm over ur mind
    all u can come up with is dilettante fatuity..:p
     
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    |X| ROSES |X|

    Slime from a water melon drowns my eyes
    I wake up from another dream
    As drowsy as I may seem,
    I’m still me
    Still me in my silly dreams

    I go around in circles
    I see roses of different colors
    No 1 speaks

    I see a white rose
    It gives me some peace
    Takes me higher to the sky
    Keeps me busy
    Makes me shy
    I sleep in a quite room

    Peace in my eyes
    Peace in my dreams
    Peace in my shallow creeps
    Peace in my sleep

    I go around in circles again
    I see another rose
    No 1 speaks

    I see a yellow rose
    I see a beautiful garden with our names written on it
    I wear a yellow suit, you wear a yellow gown
    We get creeps
    We see those trees
    Trees with red leafs
    We fall o so apart
    Forever I crippled in your heart

    Magic in our eyes
    Magic in our dreams
    Magic in our shallow creep
    Magic in our sleep

    Round and round we go again and again
    We fall down to the ground
    Our hands get ripped apart
    I see the last rose
    No 1 speaks

    It’s a black rose
    It signifies our death
    Our dreams come to a stop
    Our nightmares take over our yellow soul

    I become your sinner
    You become my saint
    We scrub the yellow grasses together
    I see your yellow eyes,
    I see it go black
    We take our clothes off
    Stone ourselves with one last wish

    Hand in hand until the end
    We see roses of all kinds
    Hand in hand until the end
    We see us in every1 else
    Hand in hand until the end
    We tie a knot and hope for it to stay as it is
    Hand in hand until the end
    No 1 speaks

    Us in our eyes
    Us in our dreams
    Us in our shallow creeps
    Us in our sleep
     
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    THE SNOW IN HELL

    Cold in the summer day
    Cold with you’re teasing hate

    Wondering down those 2 plate signs beside your house
    Jumpin’ up and down, waiting for some sign
    Feelin’ low and broke waiting for your smile

    Bridges are my only escape
    Bitches are my only share

    So jump with me
    Love the wind that tells us something
    Love those stupid jokes that make you high

    All I need is to love you
    And to feel our soft selves
    To make love to you
    And feel our sour selves
    So here I am,

    Warm in a winter day
    Warm with you’re teasing hate

    Thinking of you all the time
    Writing hopeless poems just to feel better
    Thinking of you still,
    Writing this poem to feel just a little better

    So sing along with me,
    Let our voices take away the pain
    Sing along with me
    Let our hope take us to the sky

    Let’s imagine things we’ve never thought of
    Ill be your bird you’ll be my kangaroo
    We’ll keep on singin’ until I’ve convinced you

    So here I am

    Awkward in this sour day
    Awkward with your lovin’ hate

    So sing with me 1 more time

    Don’t you see?
    I’m sure now you see

    People say our love is mortal
    But something tells me its not
    So sing along with me
    Keep up with me
    Come on girl, dance with me

    Let this feeling take us away to Neverland
    Let this feeling take us away to my dream land
    Let this feeling take us away to your dream land

    Come on girl,

    Let this love take us away to heaven




    P.S : i guess the poem dusnt have anythin 2 do with the TITLE...or does it??..i got a lil carried away...with ma dreams...:p
     
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    A cliff with an endless Bottom

    a cliff with a endless bottom

    i say it hard to wake up
    cuz its 7.30 in the fuckin mornin
    i say i am supposed to sleep till 2
    n dream, cuz dats the only thing i can do
    i dreamt that im fallin out
    fallin down
    down from a cliff with a endless bottom

    outside in the cold world heartless world
    full of thugs with guns n drugs
    i am recluses
    i am old, cramped with rust
    a junk a worhtless pile of trash
    i lie in the grass, a puddle of mud
    lookin at the sky
    defenceless n naked, dumb and numb
    i am slipping here, i am slipping there
    i am always complainin cuz my life
    full of problems n pain
    and as i never can solve them
    i am fallin out
    i am fallin down
    down from a cliff with endless bottom

    i sit n whine
    i whine all day long
    about my life
    about the fact that why girls dont like me
    why am i a bag full of shit
    why am i victim of a faith called love
    why is there so much pain in my life
    why are my ways so broken and shattered
    and y i never can mend them
    i am fallin out
    i am fallin down
    down from a cliff with a endless bottom

    now i see the reality
    a vision full of emptiness n sorrow
    a reality that is sharp n rough
    the truth which is gonna cut n bruise
    a possession where i am gonna cry n bleed
    im gonna fall out
    im gonna fall down
    down from a cliff with a endless bottom

    girls dont like me
    girls like thugs with money n bikes, ciggartes n pipes, guns n 6 packs
    not sum babyface loosers,not some innoncent guy
    sugar i wasted my time before dreamin of livin
    now i waste my time dreamin of
    and im fallin out
    im fallin down
    down from a cliff with a endless bottom

    before i got to figure her out my time was already over
    i came to reality
    though its gonna hurt n cut
    came face to face with truth
    though its gonna brusie n hand out pain
    i didnt stay blind
    i dont belive in fairy tales
    cuz life is not a bed full of roses
    rather its a pocket full of sharp objects
    not a paradise made by god
    its a pathetic piece of mudball where the devil plays his scheme
    n i figured out
    i was fallin out
    i was fallin down
    down from a cliff with a endless bottom


    P.s: sorry bout the frustration...i jus had it...i m tired of living..and making love to a memory...
     
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    THE END is near...

    alive in the night
    seeking light in the corner
    it all is,
    a light, lonely suffocation;
    tied up in the sheets...
    you're all you can pick, and
    all you can sleep
    is down and over...
    the same dim
    sane...insane
    tower love...
    in a crazy lane...in that lane...
    walk into its plane
    fly high...up into the night
    dont let it die...
    dont let this die...
    all's real high...

    lie on that side
    take your ride
    good flight
    dont fight
    blow that sign
    in the candled line
    dry the pinelast living dime...
    waste it all...
    you're high..
    high above the wicked sky
    and this crazy line's gonna drown you tonight!!

    watch you die
    suffocating lonely for a lie
    alone alive this night
    all aside the fight
    you shut youself to sleep
    you aint nothing you can pick
    you're going down real deep
    done with the sip...
     
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    A black & white stage

    When being obsessed, I sink the evolution of my trance
    As I stand in your sight
    I linger while ogling at your eyes
    I sink the evolution, when being gripped to the mold
    I can’t help but panic as I let my trance set out

    I adorn myself when slithering across the blue
    For the ending calamity recaps our over blown yarn
    Of us; the cadence and the light we see in the sky
    I hang myself down; with stances of being on top
    I take a wonder ride to the sea, I witness our shadows sink
    As the ending calamity recaps our over blown yarn

    And behind this drape, I hide
    Where no one can see me
    The stars they shine as I shed my last tear
    I ride along with the wind; as I think
    Of us, the cadence and the light we see in the sky
    I hide, where no one but you can see me

    As I roll across the floor behind the curtains
    I see my dreams pet itself into a bending sorrow
    Where pain and strong endurance minces our memories
    And how strange it seems, as illusions sink my life
    I see my thoughts pet itself into a bending sorrow
    I roll across the floor, where I live in a world of cerebral violence

    And what if this never ends?
    And you end up dying
    So unaided, sometimes dreams are the only cure
    But if only I wasn’t drowning
    I’d take you to the blue
    Never allowing us to depart this life

    I linger while ogling at your eyes
    I sink the evolution, when being gripped to the mold
    I can’t help but panic as I let my trance set out

    I lay behind this drape hiding
    With all the stars diminishing
    We tempt into black and white
    Where colors hide behind a curtain
    A curtain that sinks our life; with illusions that sink deep

    With all the stars diminishing
    The drape keeps us within dreams; meant for us to see
     
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    Tale For The Seasons

    And as I rot the last promise I make;
    I wait inside a circle, patiently anticipating
    Yet nothing is all, and my cure seems to be a descending fall
    Having nonentity, I wait inside a circle;
    Where I pick leafs from trees that perish away with the cold ether
    And I lay gleaming at the sky, waiting and anticipating

    It’s not an answer I want
    It’s a solution, to escape this scorching sphere, where I wait
    To keep my promises and move ahead

    And as the summer approaches me
    I see it loom with words it creates
    And the words; they deny
    As I wait in the circle, I get creeps from thoughts
    I see it loom with words it creates
    I lay gleaming; waiting and anticipating

    I peer at the silent drizzle that falls from the sky
    I see it as a solution that shards away the silent space
    I bend forward; with my foot placed on the ground
    I try to make a move, not perceiving anything
    I still try; knowing there’s something else that veils away
    It gets me nowhere; I lay trapped inside with anticipation

    Now as I get to autumn, I see the leafs plunge downhill with me
    Never touching one; I see it drown along with the dreams,
    We try to keep within; and now as its too late
    We give up hope, and fate betrays us for feathers that never appear
    And as I get to the end, I see the circle unwrap itself; showing me the sight

    But I fail to keep up;
    Not knowing what this life was ever about,
    I fail to keep up.

    And now I realize, as I descend
    The scent of waiting equals the smell of drying
    Apprehension I fail to conquer
    Realizing my fall,
    I descend; with out denying

    Never burning away the scars,
    I remain unsolved and perished
    Inside the circle of death, I lay; unsolved and uncertain

    Not knowing what this life was ever about,
    I fail to keep up.
     
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    A Distant light

    As the last word went out of occasion,
    I watched the water churn
    Freeing arms and eyes; I stopped at nothing; pure hearted empathy
    Forever deeming the maker’s word;
    I wiped all of my tears
    As the last word went out of occurrence,
    I watched the bird’s fly

    Seemed rather astonishing,
    As the pure heart turned us into effigies
    The rise smelled of flora and honey encrusted fireflies
    And as we gleamed; trust turned our scent to a stop

    With an awful panic, we watched the water drown away;
    The pictures we held up to get rid of all sedition
    And as the waves orbited our eyes to tears,
    I slowed down the pace, being sympathetic I freed out my arms
    As they grabbed me, I smiled out our ending times

    Seemed rather astonishing,
    As the pure heart turned us into effigies
    The rise smelled of flora and honey encrusted fireflies
    And as we gleamed; trust turned our scent to a stop

    As the spice changed the contour,
    I woke up to another feet, in peace
    And I went as sealed up as I could; never estimating;
    Always remembering, I saw the light through an open door
    I woke up to another feet, in peace
    I traveled times and memories;
    Went as I close as I could

    I slowed down the pace, being sympathetic I freed out my arms
    As they grabbed me, I smiled out our ending times

    As the last word went out of occurrence,
    I watched the bird’s fly

    Seemed rather astonishing,
    As the pure heart turned us into effigies
    The rise smelled of flora and honey encrusted fireflies
    And as we gleamed; trust turned our scent to a stop

    I woke up to another feet, in peace
    I traveled times and memories;
    Went as I close as I could
     
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    Glitter ASESSED sky

    Our thoughts are for sure overdriven
    Flowing like a flash of lights,
    Inside the sky; through the hours of the unsolved past
    I see my feet stir; I call hope to assist
    Knowing tonight will be identical to others
    Flowing like a flash of glitter-assessed lights
    I see your eyes move

    I vanish; hiding behind a blanket
    Filled with additional tears; my heart
    Pumps up the beat, I feel the ocean seethe
    And as the water settles into rest, I appear
    Never knowing, rather amending the truth

    And now I wander around the fields;
    Where our hands depart painted felonies,
    Seeming to be our only chance, I try
    To redden the atmosphere, as it hurls into the cleave
    We wait for our mouths to speak

    The stars; they shine up the sky
    Surrounded by thoughts that travel through people’s eyes
    Ours get trapped, puzzled in disbelief;
    We whisper into objective substances,
    That appear as believers to our name
    Surrounded by thoughts that contradicts with our care for each other
    We see the wind flow along with the lies

    I vanish; hiding behind a blanket
    Filled with additional tears; my heart
    Pumps up the beat, I feel the ocean seethe
    And as the water settles into rest, I appear
    Never knowing, rather amending the truth

    Inside the sky; through the hours of the unsolved past
    I see my feet stir; I call for hope to assist
    Knowing tonight will be identical to others

    At the bottom of the sea, lays our cadence of truth,
    Someday we’ll put our hands into it; devoicing the stars

    We glance at the empty sky
    Avoiding all the seething oaths
    We glance at the sky
     
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    A plastic sketch

    Lowering this crystal melted fin
    The warm air blurs me in my head and in my brim
    Crossing a field where I stand looking at nothing
    And the green touches my melted skin
    I wear out my pendulum where the light stands
    Lowering my friend’s melted sin

    Treasures I never found
    Gold with a mold dread
    The hope, I never mewed out
    Dead over the innocent fight

    Plastic in a plastic mist
    Scurry when open to the jarred score
    Holding and sleeping in the edge’s slate
    Blurry when lying on the dirty grim
    Plastic over a plastic mist

    Trust this sketch and lone
    Holding this stir I bind
    With the box and the fake
    I hold this stir and I fly
    Trusting this sketch and lone

    All over the crossed stripe
    I contour the falling dime
    I sell it for my lifting crawl
    I contour my falling slime
    All over the crossed stripe

    Coning the barred stick
    I struggle to act
    I write my last letter
    I struggle to act
    Coning this barred stick

    Riding along my mired road
    I let my only dream go
    Screaming and breathing into this last word
    I ride along with my rising wrath
    Crazed by my haunting bawl
    I let my only dream go
    Riding along my only mired road

    I hold this stir and I fly
    Trusting this sketch and lone
    Blowing this meshed firm
    I dry out what’s already pale
    I try to climb into this promise
    I see the drogue
    I dry out what’s already yours
    I see a blessing in a few
    I dry out what’s already pale
    Blowing and crowing this broken firm

    Longing away from the deep blur
    I blow away this meshed firm

    I let my only dream go
    With this pain in my ogle
    I’ll take this scaled craze
    I’ll take away my country sense
    With this ache in my gaze
    I let my only dream go

    Treasures I never found
    Gold with a mold dread
    The hope, I never mewed out
    Dead over the innocent fight

    Blurry when lying on the dirty grim
    Plastic over a plastic mist
    Dying when trying to find out
    Plastic over my dying cry

    I let this dream go
    And I let the scrawny one attain

    I let my only dream go
    As I let the weak score

    Plastic over my plastic mist
     

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