Okay vefore you all say this poem doesn't make any sense. Well, your right it kind of doesn't. It has a secrect meaning in it. Someones name.. Along with something else I wrote this not that long after breaking up with my first gf. ------------------------ I had jumped a bridge yet didn't die. With my eternal soul and everlasting life. I'm so sorry for all the pain I’ve caused. I'm so scared of all my faults Forever my insides are burning ash. I have cancer of the truth in me And now away from all the lies, dishonesty is still all that I can see Fading away I still remember your name With each revolving December I feel your pain It's never ending like my tears It's like a freezing whisper of breathe, That escapes my lips throughout the years I have a rose in each hand held tightly to my chest Lying afraid and all alone, the unmerciful endless memories invade I hold onto them eternally and will never ever let them see ruin I had jumped bridge yet didn’t die. I now have a second chance at life I love with my heart and not with my eyes. Everything that you said I held inside. With random thoughts I pass the time Fading away I still remember your name With each revolving December I feel your pain It's never ending like my tears It's like a freezing whisper of breathe, That escapes my lips throughout the years