A Cutters Journal

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    This is hold my poems and lyrics... K... I'll post up mine now....

    Feel free to comment on it ^_^
     
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    A Cut's Kiss:

    Damn this battle of daggers,
    Damn this feeling,
    the rush filling
    up my spine with the tingle
    of pain.

    Kill the jester,
    Burn his jokes,
    Then his soul.
    Melt the blade and it's maker,
    Hang the bodies in the closet.

    Lay down the hand,
    play the game,
    Now brand.
    Can't hack,
    No one's ever had my back.
    #### these tears and shameful fears.
    Damn my walls
    and these trips.
    Oh how far I fall...

    For you.

    Kid myself for these feelings,
    Keep these sercerts from unveling.
    Keep those eyes locked to my face,
    You remembered my name,
    Wish I could choose.

    Oh my child of abyss...
    I'm done with you,
    I'm done with you.
    Can't suckle this life anymore,
    You're a lie,
    Bound to lay here, to die.

    Incriminate me
    Adultry in a childs world.
    My heart felt for you,
    For him.
    I'm better off as a widow,
    In the window of bars...
    Oh kiss me...

    Damn this battle of daggers,
    Damn this feeling,
    the rush filling
    up my spine with the tingle
    of pain.

    Kill the jester,
    Burn his jokes,
    Then his soul.
    Melt the blade and it's maker,
    Hang the bodies in the closet.

    Lay down the hand,
    play the game,
    Now brand.
    Can't hack,
    No one's ever had my back.
    #### these tears and shameful fears.
    Damn my walls
    and these trips.
    Oh how far I fall...

    For me.

    Now, this time I cut for you.
    For the both of you.
    I didn't mean to betary you,
    So now here's the truth in my hands.
    Cold steal, stained...
    Oh...
    Now free, to lie here...
    With my bodies in the closet,
    The ones whom I filled with lies,
    But all the truths in the world they lived.

    Truth teller, no lies from this fowl mouth.
    Set me free...
    Lord, let me be...

    Let me die
    No pain in this heart,
    Cold in my box,
    Buried in the ground.
     
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    Don't Hug the Blade, You'll Cut Your Heart:

    I want to take a blade,
    Slit down my brow,
    down my cheek bone.
    Cut the roses in my eyes,
    Bleed the tears
    that won't cry.

    Let the once painted blood flow,
    Popping the cork to the bottled up pain.
    Bring in the air of hope to grow,
    Inside I'm hating invain.

    What's this eulogy for?
    Don't commemerate me,
    Just forget me.
    Let the scarred roses lay dead,
    Keep these skeletons hung up.

    Don't come near me,
    You'll get hurt, trust thee.
    Keep your heart safe in a box,
    Feel the shame, feel the hate,
    See me evapproate.

    Feel the heat,
    Feel the defeat.
    Knock out, kill yourself,
    Bang your dead,
    Oh how sad, too bad.

    Not again, oh let me go,
    (Bleed the roses, bleed the roses)
    (Bury the dead, bury the lies)
    Not again, let me go...
    Feel the heat and the defeat.
    Knock out,
    Kill yourself,
    *Bleed the roses, bury the dead)
    Bang, you're dead.
    Oh no, how sad... too bad...

    This perfect clearview, is now...
    Broken, and scuffed to bits.

    Lie away these things,
    Tell your unbelievable good byes.
    (Hang the skeletons)
    You lied,
    You left, my turns next.
    Cross out the eyes, and bleed the roses.
    Slit the brow, and the eye.
    Paint the tears, and let out the pain,
    'Cause in the end...
    It's all invain.
     
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    I'll Get Better:

    These blue roses that grow from an eye,
    And candy hearts eatten, now die.
    Here in this red bed, I lie,
    Shaking about wondering why.

    Listening to your old words,
    Reply in my head disturbs.

    Hate you forever...
    Hate you forever...
    and ever, and ever...
    Again...
    You torn apart these candied hearts,
    and then you bled my eyes, leaving your marks.
    Hate you forever,
    Forever...
    Leaving you in mind...

    Now again I pull my hair,
    Now again I see you there,
    Closing my eyes I not dare,
    I don't want to because it's not fair.

    Pebbles of life skipping along the water,
    Hoping this stone won't go any further.

    Let my fire burn out,
    Let this heart run free about...
    And then it's all gone...
    Then it's all gone...

    Hate you forever...
    Hate you forever...
    and ever, and ever...
    Again...
    You torn apart these candied hearts,
    and then you bled my eyes, leaving your marks.
    Hate you forever,
    Forever...
    Leaving you in mind...

    Leaving you in mind...
    Trying to leave you behind.
    Now my soul, I shall find...
     
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    My Dearest Friend:

    My dearest friend isn't someone many know.
    He's small, and sharp, and rather cold.

    Some hate him to pieces but yet hold him near,
    Some love him and call him dear.

    So addictting
    and love conflictting.
    Causing more deaths to friendships
    than deathtrips.

    My dearest friends sibbling is warm at heart,
    Closest to a mother laying in mark.

    Lighting it's easy,
    Warming it is teasy.
    Ready for a sting and a shake,
    Yes, I know what it'll make.

    Smell the burnt skin and flesh,
    See the warm blood, it's fresh.

    All alone I do, not a soul to ell.
    Not one, so I dwell.
    Too strong to be shown weak,
    But this sigh in sight is too bleak.

    I swear not for a shocking value...
    And if you say so, how dare you?

    Me, I hide my true face.
    Me, I wish for my right place...

    My dearest friends sibblings pet,
    is something I do and regret.
    -But what ever will make me forget.
    This fermented refreshment that makes you wooze,
    I'll take all I can get to booze.

    Least let it be known it,
    I'm no alcoholic.
    The taste too bitter,
    and the stupidity; I know better.

    My dearest... friends...
    I know what's wrong in this end.
     
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    Again:

    I feel its power pulsating through my fingers.
    Its voice so comfortable in my ear it lingers.

    Beautifully they both shine,
    The blades sparkle blinds,
    and the crimson's shade is refined.

    But that's all a dream,
    to slit the blue seam.

    Please!
    Me on my knees...
    Begging you to stop teasing me,
    Quit this torturing, please...

    Should I give into this mess again
    Should I let myself fall over and let it begin?

    I don't... know...
     
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    What is happening to me...

    My dry soaked eyes with unflowing tears.
    My unsung song of wordless poems.
    My innerself is dead,
    My mind draws constant blanks.
    Cold hugs and meaningless kisses.
    Sit in my messy room with not but
    a broken heart in hand and a memory
    to cry by on a hopeless breath.
    Doubt I'll get my chance again,
    Doubt that I'll see your face.
    The woe's of violins play in the back,
    A piano's solo taps in mind...
    So deary, so sad, so unlike what I was.
    I'm trying to pick up where I left off last,
    Rebuild what friendships I have before my end.
    Honest heart that I gave to you, but never a trust.
    Here's my last line to ever say in your company,
    "I love you, I had always loved you..."
     
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    Fourteen Cuts:

    14 cuts...
    And not a tear to show for it.
    Fourteen cuts
    And not a fear for it
    Fourteen cuts...
    And not a problem to excuse it.
    ...
    Or so does this all seem?

    The Beauty:

    Beauty kills, watch out for the one you love dearly...
    Watch out for your heart, lock it up, never trust...
    People will use you for anything and everything...
    Is it really worth it?
     
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    Celestial Cries:

    Impending wishes waniting to be fulfilled.
    Midnight blue sky, a wanting to kill.
    Myself, I'm displeasing to a shadow puppet,
    Mirroring myself, straving for a perfection.

    Zues sitting in his throning Corona image,
    Blotting down light onto a starry teared facing...
    And I say...

    Celestial, Celestial...
    Tears of the moon.
    Falling star, my fear of doom.
    Celestial cries, Celestial cries.

    Modern day Pandora, the pain in side my box.
    Tears aren't of blackned acid,
    pitiful enough to make your heart die/the sarrow.
    Make you cry your heart out.

    Sample if you will the story of this rain.
    Feel if you shall the coldness of this pain.
    See if you can the bitterness of this demon,
    Hoping only it'll get better in the end.

    Celestial, cry not holding it all back.
    Celestial, bleed through your eyes,
    bleed through, bleed through....
    Tear me down, bringing me to my knees.
    Break down, feeling of the loss
    Take me from the inside, turn me around.
    Make me lost in what I thought I knew,
    Why break me down, turning me around, making what I'm not?

    Celestial cries.... She cries, she cries...
    Pitiful, hated, overrated,
    Celestial cries... again, she cries.
    Can't read me, you can't see me.
    Mask over my face, hiding what you dare not taste.
    Celestial, cries...
     
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    Nice lyrics/poetry Danielle! Keep up the good work.
     
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    Yeah, I agree, you know that. Youre two biggest fans, right here!
     
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    Yeah, I agree, you know that. Youre two biggest fans, right here! [/b][/quote]
    But if it wasn't for me you wouldn't have known a Danielle existed, so yes..bow down to me.

    hahahaha :innocent:
     
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    You have another fan added now!




    Awsome awsome...just completly awsome.
     
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    Danielle needs to post more on here, she fits in so well. XD
     
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    ^_^ I feel so loved :)

    :blush: :teehee:
     
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    yeah yeah come on more!



    in fact..write more! :mellow:
     
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    Soul Of Purity:

    I need a break from hell,
    I need to cry this river dry.
    Helping myself,
    Can't see things too clear anymore.
    Not sure if I'll make it through this day,
    Dunno if I'll finally go away.

    (Chorus)
    This Sleepiness in apathy,
    Sea of green envy.
    Clentching my swore heart in bloddy hands,
    I can't feel this, I'm making myself sick.
    These blades and fires, just want to go away.
    These scares, made.
    These bad memories, wish they'd fade.

    Here I am now, sitting with a sigh.
    Semi-wishing not to die.
    This day has gone well,
    and to my knees I've not fell.
    See the sun, high above in the sky,
    Along the bird sh*tting in my face.
    And now it's a horrid place...
    Can't kiss these shadows good-bye

    (Chorus)

    Now I strive a second time,
    And this time I'm fine.
    I'll make this so,
    I won't let it go.
    This is where I see my light
    This dark thing I'll fight...
    No more maskes of sanity,
    This is more so search of purity.
     
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    Empathy Unknown:

    Call me evil,
    Call me spite.
    Sinstress of the Night,
    Cast my shadow upon the people.
    Roam the halls without a sight.
    That she sings to Me...

    Blacken the hair,
    Pale the face,
    Dress her ragdoll body up.
    Crave her body in names
    In names...
    In names...

    Don't read me,
    Don't even think again.
    Let this poor soul wander these halls
    A mess...
    Shine the light in holy ways
    So you can finally burn what is me.
    She cries...

    The tears I've seen fall
    The black ones of sarrow
    Drawn me back the want of her arms.
    Wash away her pain,
    I have empathy,
    Emapthy for her...

    Cut me away,
    How dare you even try to understand the way.
    Let me go,
    Run away,
    Can't stay here with you anymore.
    You don't understand the demands
    It puts me inside my mind,
    I hate myself
    Kill the mind, Please kill it god...
    She pleads....

    Now as I hold her still
    Facing the reality
    of
    Insantiy, all I can do is cry with her.
    Do you not understand?
    Look at these arms and my hands!
    Sister, mother, siginifcant other,
    We are under the same tyrannt.
    Pull out of my pocket a small blade
    and lighter.

    And we cried together.
     
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    Dani, could you try putting all those in one post instead of separate posts? We don't allow double-posting.

    But those are really awesome. Nice job. :)
     
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    I did it for a reason so it looks cleaner. I had talked to Derek about it already. I'm not posting it like that to bump up my topic, just to keep it organized.

    That and if people want to comment on one of them they won't have to go through, find the one they like and highlight it.
    It's just organized. I asure you.

    Is it ok if I continue to do it like this?
     

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