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I guess I've hit the wall again
Another day passes by
I wasted all my time again
Time keeps passing me by

I try to hold the pencil still
Scribbling on the white surface
I lean against the window sill
And feel its cold transparent surface

I tried to write the note again.
But at the end, it's ripped in shreds
I've lost my mind once again
Lying on the bed

Alone again
Once again, I am alone, with no one to hold me tight
With no one to be with at night
With no one to shine the light
On me
No one to help me again
No one to help me find my way again
Time keeps passing me by

Another missed opportunity again
Just like the day before
Why do I fear planned rejection
Everyday more and more?

I try to keep my mind from losing
It's own subconscious will
I try to keep myself from losing
My mind against my will

I scribble the nonsense on the sheet
Trying to make some sense
Once again, I can't move my feet
And now I'm lost again

And alone again
Once again, I am alone, with no one to hold me tight
With no one to be with at night
With no one to shine the light
On me
No one to help me again
No one to help me find my way again
Time keeps passing me by

I lay in bed, as the clock turns 3
I'm awake and under-fed
I'm alone, as the clock turns 3
As I lay here in bed

I guess I can't show her how
I really feel for her
My voice is weak, I make no sound
My feelings can't be heard

Scribbling the note, trying to make sense
But nothing seems to help
I can't rid myself of this
Never-ending living hell

I'm alone again
Once again, I am alone, with no one to hold me tight
With no one to be with at night
With no one to shine the light
On me
No one to help me again
No one to help me find my way again
Time keeps passing me by

I guess I've hit the wall again
Another bruise this time
Maybe someday soon, and then
Will be my own last time

 

It isn't my best, but thanks.