Corrosion You think I'm okay but I'm not I'm not even a half of a half a man strong I can't move on and I can't stay So caught between the yesterday and today Is it better to pretend that you're not alive than to accept that you can survive? I try my best to provide an escape A switch blade that cuts the cloth and into mistakes I hear you're doing fine, and I see you're doing well After all your cheery brightfully shining sun Is the flame in my own personal hell Do you know the truth? Do you think you'd understand? I've created my own heart abuse While you've lent a hand Can I just forget, that I had ever tried Can we just take back (erase) the coin on every side? There's got to be a way My heart transmited via words You think that I'd be okay But I'm only getting worse What do we even have But some softly spoken thoughts? I wish I could just let you go But I know that I can not.. There just has to be a way To halt these ever rising climbs Try to wash away the pain Because you were never mine