Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Congratulations Mike! How exciting! I'm gunna have a new baby cousin within the next few days and it's just so...just, ack!!

 

why?

 

So I saw him today, at the anime convention.
Well, I was there first and just about before my brother and I left, he called and said that he wanted to meet me there. So I basically stalled my Dad and we finally met up since the time we met. Was so painful looking for each other there! But once we did, we were happy.

I was really surprised though, that he wanted to come see me and did. Although we didn't talk so "personally" because my brother was there and one of our friends met up with us, just seeing each other was enough. I felt bad because I wanted to buy something for him there, but he texted me later today saying, "You didn't need to...because all you need is love." (nothing passionate. He probably meant the intention was enough to make him happy.)

Ah, 'bout that though.
Earlier that day, he was at working at the building we met in and texted me in the exact room we met. He said it made him want to cry. Then he apologized saying "Sorry I didn't feel the same way as you..." I told him it was alright and also said it was my fault for not realizing the reality of the situation earlier. So I'm guessing he still sees me as a friend, a very, very close and dear friend.

 

"Look bub I think you're amazing, but I'm not really in the right headspace for a relationship at the moment. You're an amazing guy but I think I need to just be alone."




True.

 

What's going on Louis?

 

Oh Derek. I hope she's okay too! Keep us posted.

 

Derek, I hope she's okay wow.


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You would think after 2 times that MAYBE just Maybe you should change things to stop it from happening again. But no, you refuse and cry about being bossed around..


...Your god damn daughter just fucking fell of the bed for the third time, and probably landed on her head. Seriously? Fail.



edit: WOOOW AND YOUR FUCKING ARGUING THAT YOU SHOULDN'T CHANGE SHIT, AND THAT IT's "HER daughter" and not " THEIRS"

 

Hope your grandmothers okay Derek.

Anyway been thinking about joining some type of service or something...

 

Derek hope she's ok.

Robert, I am guessing you are talking about your baby sister? Is she ok?

 

Ugh, doesn't sound good hon. Hoping for the best.

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So yeah, definitely need to drop AP Calculus. I'm doubling up taking pre-calc and ap calc and it's just a very bad idea. I'm so lost. I got a 38% on my test. Out of 100%. 38%. Seriously? FML. And my siblings are pressuring me to stay in the class because it's a good class to take, but I'm more concerned about my GPA dropping. If it drops, I might fall out of the top 10% of my class, and then I can't go to community school for free. So yeah. Dropping makes sense.

 

I hope she gets better Derek.

I've moved out of that hellhole and I'm happy. Now dealing with the "WHY THE FUCK DID YOU MOVE OUT WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND SARAH WHEN HE'S NOT THE FATHER OF YOUR CHILD?!" shit.

 

My purpose in life is to apparently cause as much strife as is humanly possible.

 

I just graduated from high school... We still have our final exams to go, but I'm finished... This is fucking weird...

 

Sarah: Are you sure it was a good move? Didn't you just recently start seeing this guy? I mean, I can understand that he's sweet and is offering you a shoulder to lean on and stuff, but do you think moving in with him so soon was a smart thing to do?

 

That's really positive Derek. Hope everything turns out alright!