Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

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About the 'fucking' lager? Or did I miss the original already?

 

Nah post before that. I tried lol

 

Whoops! Sorry bout that guys, just wasn't thinking clearly. I fixed it.

 

Don't worry about it, mate - just watch out next time :]

 

Lackluster a-level results were lackluster. v_v

 

What are you going to do about it?

 

Well, hopefully someone will give me a chance to improve my grades this year.

I did really well in some modules and paid the price for more or less flunking others.

 

Good luck, sugar.

 

Today is turning out to really suck. Fuck. I just feel like going to sleep.

 

Thanks.

mmhmm

 

You suck.

 

Well, fuck. She's doing it again.

 

Is this what we talked about last night? If so, blah.

 

Yep. And it's getting on my last nerve right now. I seriously don't get how no one's realizing this but me and my older sister.

 

your sister is quite the character

 

She thinks she's really fooling people.

 

So, Im ok now whether my speculations were true or not. I'm Fine. I admit I was angry and humiliated but what can I do, it happened already. So, its fine whatever you think about me I dont care at all. The good thing is Im ok now and Im starting to forget about you. At the same time, you may feel conceited but whatever... you have the right to feel that way coz I did liked you. Im not a freak or any horrible person you may think becasue Im not(ever, lol). As a matter of fact, if someone out there who's so happy for you in your life right now( your love, band, and in your studies) I am one of them. I'm not being plastic but it is true Im happy for you that's why I let my feelings for you to go. Live life and I will live mine. Before, I used to live in my past but now Im leaving it. So, If you want to say something at least apologise coz I was right that you lied to me feel free to PM me in anywhere(myspace/FB/LPA) but if you don't want it's fine too. Like what I said were quits now. Dont worry, you used to say I dont know you well I think you are right I dont even know the real you so what's the rush, we're even now. Bye and see you in next life if ever we're goin to meet.

 

I love it how my dad thinks he's going to survive this operation under the influence of alcohol. Yes, it's a standard procedure to removed the prostate but the bad thing is, an alcoholic not having his grog for over a week is eventually going to be a bad thing.

Got a text from the father of my baby the other day. Told me he was moving out of Dayne's and back into his parents place. First reaction: You talk as though I care. I've eventually concluded, looking past my stubbornness that yes, I will have him in my child's life. But I'm not going to tell him that just yet. Probs in a few months time. And still no, I won't get back together with him despite what my family wants.

People who critique on how good my chest area looks now that I'm pregnant, get some wrath. Yes, my boobs are bigger so what? Don't have to tell me about it when I've got other issues to worry about. Like the fact I'm basically going to the bathroom every second hour now etc etc. People who call me fat sluts also, like the randoms I run into the street that don't even know me, piss me off as well.

 

@De Stijl

I've been reading in your past messages and I feel happy for you for being so positive in the whole thing process of pregnancy. I wish you goodluck esp. in Labor(the pain sucks) and the time your goin to deliver the baby( the exciting part). I know its not goin to be easy although I haven't experience it(being pregnant) but I can see it on the reactions of the "moms to be" everytime I assisted in DR. Proper exercise is still the best so that it wouldn't be hard time on you in the labor process esp. you are a Prime. My prayers for you and to your cute bebe