Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Everythings perfect, as far as I know... Except for that she doesn't kiss me anymore, I don't understand why shes stopped...

 

I've got a bump and it's clear that Dad wants me out asap with no moral support either.

 

What the fuck. This year SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

Now Oli's dad passed away this morning and I can't even be there for him because it's on the other side of France.

 

This is a sad thread.

 

This tends to be where the community spills their guts out, sometimes.

Or whatever tips them off.



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Quite frustrated with this gal. QUIT BEING SO DAMN EMO. D: <

Did you the favors you asked, just take abreather and wait for the other end to write back, daaamn.

 

Well, I'm officially single. It feels good.

I loved the past alot, but what we used to have is gone so I'm starting all over again. It was very easy, he's been preparing himself for a break up as well. We're first gonna divide all of our stuff, if there's stuff I need as well, we're gonna buy it for me, there's the bank we need to take care of, a new appartment for me etc. etc.

It's hard to let 4 years go, it's letting a piece of myself go, but at the same time, I feel incredibly free and it feels really good. So bye bye past, hello future.

 

I guess this calls for congratulations? If so, then congratulations on your new start, Marjoleintje! I'm glad you're so decided.

 

Thank you Mali!!

 

Good luuuuuuuuuck with everything, sugar!

 

Good luck Marj. *Hugs*

 

Awww. :\ I do wish you the best of luck and I hope your future brings you everything you deserve. <3

 

Good luck Marj.

 

Marj, I swear, you're one of the strongest people that I've never met. The best of luck to you. I couldn't imagine ending a relationship with someone after 4 years, when you've lived together and everything...and yet you can stand there so strong, and keep smiling. Good for you, honey. When you find your right guy, he'll be the luckiest sonuvabitch ever.<3

Daniel: Emmy sounds like a piece of work, imo. Just the fact that she puts up with Yoshi and apparently has made him think whatever it is he's thinking...I dunno. Seems sketchy, to me. And too stressful to have a real relationship, as you're constantly worrying about what she's doing and who she's with and whatnot. Y'know?

Sarah: Congratulations! But I'm sorry to hear about your father...do you have a plan to move somewhere?

Mike: That sounds like something that would happen to you. And seriously, wadda jerk. Who actually lashes out like that if someone doesn't agree with your views? Heh.

E-hugs to anyone who could use one.

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It seriously irks me that Josh's phone is always off on Sundays, when he says he's working, but any other day of the week his phone is on. Ugh. I mean, he DOES let his battery in his phone die before charging it, but he always has his phone on him for work because he needs it when delivering. I just feel that he keeps things from me sometimes. I just want him out of Poughkeepsie, and to get a job near his parents house or near me. I hate that he's in that fucking city, I really really do. It makes me uncomfortable. 'Specially since I'm not there.

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On a happy note, today was my daddy's 50th birthday! We went out to dinner at this steakhouse, called the Skytop, and it was really fantastic. Sirloin steak with garlic butter, nom. But yeah, it was a really nice time. I love my daddybear.

 

That made me blush! Thank you Arlene!

Thanks everyone, it means alot.

Happy birthday to your dad.

Don't worry about Josh hun, you've been together long enough to know that you can trust him right? You should tell him how you're feeling, I'm sure he has an explanation. You're gonna feel all luuuuved afterwards!

 

Good luck Marj!

 

I think it's great that you have such a positive outlook on things. Just keep being awesome and good things will come.

 

Double that, the steak sounds like it was delicious!

 

Yeah, I know. I just don't like bringing up things like that because he gets testy. Oh well. Thanks hun. <3

Haha, and thanks for the dad bday wishes.