Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Someone please tell me I'm an okay person.

Actually, fuck it.

 

i think you are better than okay, man .. honestly

 

Who says the opposite???
Let's kill him!!

 

You are more than just "ok".

If someone thinks otherwise, than that's their fucking problem. Just keep on being you.

 

Thats one fucked up story.

 

I dont know how else to say it but right now, I am probably happier than I have been in the past five years. I feel on top of the world amazing and really think my life is on track.

 

I think I might just wanna runaway from this town and end up on the otherside of the world. I just wanna walk for miles at end and never stop walking. Everything has completely wrong that past few weeks, the breakup between me and Daniel, me thinking I might be pregnant, and now uni. I just wanna wake up from this dream.

 

this can't be happening.

 

Watching clips of The Notebook again made me realize.

He is the Noah to my Allie. We fight all the fucking time, and we break up, or threaten it, almost every week. But I know he would do anything and everything for me, and I can't help but love him for it. And so many people have tried to pull us apart, but your true love never dies.

And just one quote from Noah in the movie sums it up perfectly.

Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
So what?
So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.

I've always known that Jay is the one, but it's nice to get such pleasant reminders about it. For once in my life, I am generally happy now. Jay has a job again and he's going to school. I'm back in school and it's my last year in Salem before I transfer to Bridgewater to be closer.

We are 4 years away from our wedding. And it's the warmest feeling my heart has felt in a long time.

 

What's wrong??

 

i know it seems silly but i think i found the girl's facebook, only problem. it seems that she doesnt add anyone she doesn't know, god damn. i sent her a request using my friends account and nothing, i sent her one with another profile i had (not mines) and nothing, arghhh.. i just want to know if it's her.

The girl in the pic has something that reminds me of her and obviously they have the same name, if she only adds one of the accounts for like 3 mins.

Everything related to this girl is so fucking strange and mysterious, it's driving me insane.

and i gave up on looking for her because i never see her, now i found this profile that might be hers. It seems like every time i completely give up on this girl, sometimes strange happens that gives me hope, only to be let down again.

 

That does seem pretty weird. If it were like Myspace, you could write her a message when you add her but I don't think Facebook lets you do that.

 

yeah it does.

you can send them a message before you add them. myspace just mixes both.

 

Oh, well there you go then

 

the thing is, i won't add her using my account. i wanted to try using the others just to see if it was her or not.

she doesn't really knows me well, and i don't want to add her out of the blue (its long story, sorry) but i won't add her using mines. damnn

just accept!

 

Ah, I see. Well, hopefully things work out!

 

thanks Sylar.

 

I feel completely neutral

I'm not liked by anyone that I know (as in more than a friend)

and I don't like anybody like that either....except..her..but I can't make up my mind if I do or not..She's one of my REALLY good friends...It's just deja vu I guess but she is way different than my old "bestfriend"

 

Johnny, just add her. All this worrying is eating you up man, it's not good.

 

Jesus christ Johnny, you'll practically be a stalker before long. Just add her. If you've never even spoken to her before it's not like you've got anything to lose.