Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Exact Same situation...We had to sell our house, We planned to build on a lot near the town my mom wanted to live, so we moved into her Boyfriends Parents house (while they were in florida), Major shit went down, Theres now a restraining order between him and all of us (me, my mom, my brother) so we got all of our shit out of that house quickly. We stayed at a friends cottage for a little white but we HAD to get out of there, they were really picky about what we did and how clean we kept it. so were in a NEW cottage and It sucks cause its so small and what not. Now we find out we cant build on the lot we wanted all along. so the Main plan fell through. So now we might buy a House I like. (I love the location, backyard, house everything) But the school is one that I really dont know anybody at, sure its Bigger but I'd much rather try to go back to my old school. All this moving around has fucked up my grades so bad, I most likely will have to repeat Freshman year or some freshman classes.

 

This thread is awesome.

Telling someone its not your business while discussing it on a public forum is epic fail.

 

Man, that sucks. Moving around is always a pain in the ass, because you've gotta get used to the area again, make new friends, and get used to a new school (if you move far enough). For me, it's a bit easier, cause I do school online, but because we don't have internet when we move, at least right away, I've started slipping with my classes, and now I'm rushing to get a few of them done, because of the moving and such.

I just want to be able to be in one place for more than a year for once.

 

Im just hating math right now...coz of 1% I have to rewrite....just as Im recovering from misery phase...

 

Oh, my fucking God, I'm getting sick and tired of these headaches and migraines all the time.

 

they have to win today

 

I feel you man. Makes everyday things so much harder.

 

I don't know where These feelings come from, Surely Nothing has happened to Lead them on but....In the back of my mind I always feel Like things are too good to be true. That Whatever is KEEPING me happy won't last very long...And just having those sub-conscious thoughts there, Shortens my Happy streak.

Sometimes I miss Being a little kid...Carefree....

 

God I miss her.

 

Remember the guy who I had a crush on? Well I am probably in LOVE with him. The Prince I talked about.


And he likes me!! <3

 

The school thing I can understand. I moved and they wanted me to take 3 classes, over again for that I'd already passed, and then take them again for the next semester because I moved at the end of the school year. I got my G.E.D. Maybe that was stupid.. but.. I really didn't want to take classes I've already passed 3 more times.

 

Wow... you guys are all so negative lets see some positive things let out. My summer is freaking awesome im going to alaska for two weeks!!!!!

 

Have fun in Alaska!!



But here's something positive! I finally have realized that I spending some time for myself has improved my outlook on life. Things are going well right now.
Hopefully they'll last.

 

The inside bend of my elbow is fucking bruised to shit and all swollen. I can't bend either arm, and it makes me look like I'm a heroin addict.

What the fuck.

And on another note, almost breaking up with Jay for the 4th time this month blows serious nads.

 

Im so frustrated!..my gf's parents are strict!she can never get out =[

 

I really hope I get this job. It's the best chance I've got for one right now and I really need the money.

 

I hope you get it too. Best of luck!

 

DRAMA!!
boys are lame lol

the ex comes back next week. I see him for a whole day.
Im SO excited. I just dont want those feelings to come between what I have now.