Random Thoughts 14

I'm hungry!

 

Hope today ends better than it started.

 

There's four cruisers weighing on my conscience
There is one thing for sure, this is not a fucking love song.

My fear is gone, and still I don't know why,
I waited for so long to let you know (I'm not going back)
Now this is all your fault and there’s no one left to blame
Did you think we’d make it out? Did you know?

 

Rest In Peace Toshi..we miss you.

 

Finding a Xmas tree sucks ass.

 

I had a dream I bitched the hell out of my father. I woke up smiling.

 

yay!

 

God damn it.

 

he texted me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

As much as I'm going to miss this dorm, I am so happy that I am coming home :]

 

what can you do except laugh?

 

I need a hug...anybody, anybody?

 

As I leave here today, apartment 108,
I'll always keep you in my heart.
Anderson is cold tonight,
The leaves are scattered on the ground.
I miss the seasons,
And the comfort of your smile.

Sometimes this all feels like a dream.
I'm waiting for someone to just wake me up,
From this life.

As I look out at these fairgrounds,
I remember how our family split apart.
I don't think I ever told you,
But I know you always did your best.
And the hard times,
They only made us stronger.

As I sit here all alone,
I wonder how I'm suppose to carry on when you're gone.

I'll never be the same without you,
I love you more then you will ever know.
So maybe now you finally know.
Sometimes we're helpless and alone,
But you can let it keep you weighted down.
You must go on.

Do you ever feel like crying?
Do you ever feel like giving up?
I raise my hands up towards the sky,
I say this prayer for you tonight,
Because nothing is impossible.

As I sit here all alone,
I wonder how I'm suppose to carry on when you're gone.

I'll never be the same without you,
I love you more then you will ever know.
So maybe now you finally know.
Sometimes we're helpless and alone,
But you can let it keep you weighted down.
You must go on.

(The hardest part isn't finding who we need to be, it's being content with who you are.)

Stay who you are.
You must go on.

Stay who you are,
Stay who you are,
Stay who you are,
Stay who you are.

 

Thanks dear. <3

 

The Ataris <3

 

Indeed. So Long, Astoria will go down as, to me anyway, one of the best albums ever written... <3

 

It's one of my top three.

 

I need an antomyn for "redemption"