Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Mine are dead.

Hire a hitman to get rid of 'em

... or you could just ignore them.

 

I hate how she always comes back into the picture just when I think she's done.

 

^ Thanks guys. It really means a lot to me <3

Hmm, so far my dad just went back home and he's resting, of course the doctors think is has to do with his heart, and so tomorrow they are taking him to these therapists, and hopefully he'd get the help he needs.

Still, thank you all

 

Ori honey, I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for you and your dad, I really do.

 

I have a feeling that my mom is going to pass away well before her time. Morbid, I know, but a lot of things lately are making me think this. I can't picture my life without my mom. I know that time will come eventually but I hope it's not anytime soon. Life would be utter hell and even more hard to get through without her. I love my mom.

 

Shit, why does it feel like the world is against me again? Did I do something wrong?

 

The last time we talked, she wanted nothing to do with me, Im sure of it... so then why does her myspace just simply say "I miss you" and nothing else. Could it not be directed towards me?

 

We've been trying to take those first steps toward have a friendship once again, but it seems like it never works out. Every time there's a chance for us to talk in person, I can't do it. I don't know what it is, but something inside me just clicks, and I can't bring myself to talk to her. I feel physically and emotionally sick whenever I even just hear her name, and it's even worse when I see her in person. She sent me a message telling me we should probably just "call it quits" and give up trying to be friends again, and when I told her I agreed, she seemed mad and asked me what my reasoning was. I told her I just can't do it. It makes me mad that she got mad and needed a reason when she's the one who told me we should just give up.

 

If I didn't know any better, I would say the relationship has soured. I guess
I've found out who my true friends are. There wasn't many of them left to
begin with, so that makes it much worse. The most painful part is the fact that
I keep blaming myself for this. I keep trying to figure out how to fix things, but I just don't have the balls to confront them about it. I've held in how I truly felt about everything my whole life. I keep thinking that maybe if I would have actually talked about my mothers death when it happened, it wouldn't effect me this badly today. Maybe if I would tell my brother I disliked him, I wouldn't have to pretend I did. I keep looking back with regret... and I don't think that's a very healthy thing to do. I guess I truly am my own worst enemy.

 

So now she says she doesn't trust her boyfriend? Why is she telling me this when she knows I like her?

 

Things suck when you can't do anything about a situation.

 

Stupid hopes =[ pointless.

 

I made out with my best-friend earlier tonight. Lately, since our bestfriend ditched us for more "social people" (and an opportunity to perform at a gay club), we've been getting very close... and sexually intimate.

All my relationships like this eventually turn to shit, as most "fuck buddy" type deals do, but she's even admitted that's all she wants. Maybe it's because she knows I don't want a relationship? Or maybe that's really what she wants... but I'm terrified at the thought of losing another friend, and I think I've crossed the line from friend to... something totally different now.

So, I pose this question which is undoubtedly going to go unanswered, as most of my questions in this thread do. But, I will ask anyway.... best friend as a fuck buddy? Yay or nay?

 

Oh wow, having the same problem myself.

So yea, help people

 

Hm?

 

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As for Casey and Harlz, I've tried that before, and let's just say it didn't work out. But it could be different for you guys, who knows?

 

Casey and Harlz, I'd say no. What's more important, sex or friendship? You could try, but if it was me I'd never take the risk, especially if it's my best friend.

 

I am the worst girlfriend ever. I really hope he dumps me for how horrible I've been and probably will be.

 

Now come on, don't say that.

 

I am a horrible girlfriend and not wife material.

He deserves someone who can give him the life he needs. That's not me.