Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

fuck...i'm so fucking carelessssssss.

 

I'm with everyone else, I wish the best for Harlz.

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I don't really know what's going on. I can't tell whether these moods swings
are some sort of mental illness, or I'm just becoming a really irritable guy.
Little things are starting to set me off and I don't know why. One little
mess-up during the day makes me wanna ram my skull into a fucking wall.
Yet 10 minutes prior to that, I was fine. I'm taking pills just so I can sleep
now (nothing dangerous mind you). I just feel exhausted from stress.

 

@Tim: Just pm me, dear. I'm worried about you

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ARGH. I srly feel like breaking someone's face right now. I'm so upset.
Fucking bastard for stealing my iPod. Fuck.
Just.. when I find you, I swear to God I'm going to jump on you.
With all the things I have going on right now, someone comes and steals Sam.
FUCK. *headdesk*
Bitch.
Have a little more persona than that.
*sobs*
Argh.. someone find Sam

 

I'm sorry. Being without music alway makes me mad. I'd kick that persons ass for you if I could!

 

*sigh* I want someone here to hug me and tell me that everything's going to be ok.

 

Big huuuuuuge hug for whiskey

 

everything's going to be ok dear.

 

I want to be there to do that.

 

damn this.
Its Friday and i thought i was gonna be at my dads house, not till tomorrow morning

So i have nothing to do on a Friday night, while everyone is at the football game

GOD DAMMIT

 

I never have anything to do on a Friday night. The only thing you can do here in this shithole is get wasted and I'm allergic to alcohol.

 

the fuck? the fuck fuck fuck? like this wasn't enough...

 

Why the fuck does she have to be so contradictory? She's supposedly had a boyfriend for the past four months, and when she gets back from France yesterday, I'm the first person she calls, and she says "I didn't miss much, but I missed you". And she's brought me presents. As in plural. The fuck .

 

Ok guys, i have a friend from another college which is going to visit me on monday at my college and he says that if he sees the girl that i like, he's gonna go up to her and ask her her name, he says he wants to know it haha, and when i asked him what else are u gonna say to her he responded " i don't know, i'll figure it out once i'm there talking to her" i honestly don't know what to do with this, should i stick with it? ohh he doesn't know how she looks like so if i don't wanna do the plan i just have to keep my mouth shout and even if she passes i don't have to tell him that she's the one i'm after

but honestly what do you guys think about this? what are the positives and negatives of it? should i use this opportunity to make a joke about it once he's there asking the girl her name? or what's a good strategy for me to use there and introduce me to her? or why do you think this is a bad idea?

i need opinions. thanks.

 

W.H.O.A.

 

Yeesh... yet another night of almost no sleep. Now I'm gonna feel like shit for
the rest of the day. I wish things could be easier.

 

I need to get a better paying fucking job and get an apartment. I can't fucking live in this piece of shit family anymore.

 

That is so good to hear! Do you still need operations and stuff?
I'm sure you'll be okay now.

 

god, he can just go fuck off

my dad pisses me off

 

God damn her. God damn her girlfriend. God damn her for everything she ended up saying or doing on Thursday. God damn her for making me not able to fucking think straight.

God damn it all.

 

finally...a happy day... but i miss my mom..