Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Already gone to see a movie and had dinner with her (Transformers and TGI Friday, fyi) right now it's just at this weird point where we're more than just friends, but we're not quite official.

 

Why don't you just ask her if she wants to be your girlfriend?

 

What he said. Don't go for the kill immediately. I tried that and ended up mulliganing my first kiss ever.

 

Hm. Yeah, that's all.

 

Well...I kinda had/have this crush on a guy at my school.....but I would stop myself.....reason being is that I am 17 and he is 15..also...I know there is never a chance[and if there was I would still never "date" him or whatever..cus the age thing]....when I started liking him I thought he was older[cus he does not look 15]once I found that out I stoped myself from liking him...which worked for a time...we'de talk about LP cus we both like them alot..but I never really talked to him much....then near the end of the school year I started talking to him more...cus he close to my friends desk...plus he always wanted to borrow my cd's and Mp3 player[all the time] cus we are aloud to listen to music during school...along with that I started sitting close to him in math class[only class we have together]...anyway this all caused me to talk to him more.....and I always kinda avoided talking to him for more then a few seconds/minutes.......well as the last day of school came..I found out he was going to the high school....I was sad cus this school with out him..to me thats just odd[manly cus he is like..a part of that school...you'd have to go there and evrything to know what I mean].....I deiced to get a myspace after school ended so I could chat with friends[cus they live far away]...I saw on his myspace a picture of him and a girl[who I think was his GF]......and I got "jealous".......or I am sure it was something like it......I realy don't want to like him..but even now in the summer time....when I do not even see or talk to him..I still think about him..when I haven't seen him since school ended...[which was at least 1 month and a half ago].....and I always thought of it as a little "crush".....but I don't know now....I am just confused....and I have never been confused about guys before......and I find most of them stupid....well the ones at my school are[even him]....and it's pissing my off!!!!!! I don't want to like him....

 

Soooo...someone on here just hugely dissapointed me. <.<
But that's alright. There's always the block button.

 

What?

From what I could peace together, I'll tell you to just find someon else?

 

Who the hell cares if he's fifteen and you're seventeen? He looks your age, doesn't he? Whatever.

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Anyway. Still in the awkward tension stage. Oh, wait, not awkward tension. Tension so thick you could only cut it with a butcher's knife. Or a scythe.

 

Ditto.

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@ Mali - love is complicated, eh?

 

Eh, not arguing with that, Daniel, but this ain't about lurve

 

I'll get my coat then...


*hides in corner*

 

Ah, don't worry about it. *drags you out of corner*

 

thanks. Well, whatever it actually is, have a hug for it .

 

Thanks I have enough virtu-hugs to last me the entire day now!

 

Sorry it was so confusing[tired and in a hurry]........my point was I do not want to like anyone, I don't want a boyfriend and I thought it was a little "crush" until I saw him in a picture with his girlfriend, then I got "jealous", which to me that says I have more then a simple little "Crush"...is that clearer?


and yes Hodgins it shouldn't matter..but to me it does...cus he does somewhat act like a 15 year old.

 

This isn't a fucking competition.

If that's what you think then you're pretty fucking twisted.

This is human emotion we're dealing with, not a pack of cards.

So don't try to show off your hand. Never count your money at the table.

Little do you know, according to her, you're broke anyway.

 

Leave me alone, stop fucking criticizing my attitude. Because of people like you, the world sucks. Learn to live with your fellow people OR SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.

 

"Got Something You Want To Let Out??"

Yuuuppp, I HATE windows vista. There, that's all.

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I feel weird. Not sad, not mad, just... weird.